Q and A about whether Do’s vehicle had cancer or talked about it – plus their choices to be castrated

Questions:

I’ve read some of your articles.. do u really belive in aliens , ufos? Also wanted to ask, did Bo tell anyone that he had cancer?

Sawyer’s response:

1) Aliens, UFO’s

Yes I really believe space aliens exist and have circulated around this planet from way before the current civilization and were depicted by Enoch as the fallen angels and by Moses in Genesis as they WERE “sons of God(above human Beings), having been seeded at some point in the past on Earth and/or on another planet. UFO’s are simply transporation and these days are within the capacity of human governments to manufacture (within limits, as there is no natural source for antigravity found yet on our planet, so they are trying to create the energy needed from nuclear power while also trying to create the elements they know exist from the recovery of crashed “saucers”. G.W. Bush talked about this desire to find an “energy source that would boggle the mind” on the Moon and/or Mars the primary reason for the announcements of those expeditions. In the Moses encampment there was a “pillar of cloud” and a “pillar of light” that led them through the desert day and/or at night. Also the object termed “arc of the covenant” was more than a box to hold the stone tablets. It actually led the encampment when they traveled and in mouth to mouth handed down stories say that it literally killed snakes and scorpions from their pathway with some type of beam. If one looks at all the records biblical and from that period and before there is considerable evidence of flying objects. There is nothing in human imagination that arrives there without having originated in some way with something real provided by the Next Level (Kingdom of God/Heaven) though through the use of space aliens and discarnates. Therefore all things are provided humans by design by these Older Members from the Evolutionary Level Above Human. Even what looks automatic was designed in such a way to have that automation but even that is in a process of change. The Next Level, however are not the ones driving today’s “UFO’s” as they don’t want humans to be too confused by the space aliens who do operate space crafts that are metallic and can be seen at times. The Next Level do not abduct humans and have no hybridization programs and don’t try to teach humans to take care of their environment or create “contactees” among the humans to be their mouthpieces by appearing to them in spacecrafts or taking them onto spacecrafts to talk to them. That’s all space alien activity and all space aliens to date are the remnant of those who fell from their elementary positions for the Next Level long ago. The way in which we see Next Level activity is by “signs” as in Comets, asteroids, meteors, weather events, etc. This way it requires faith to perceive their existence where the space aliens seek to steal away someone’s loyalty from Next Level studentship as they did with Paul of Tarsus.

(2) Cancer?

No, I never heard Bo(Do) in person or in anything he wrote suggest he had cancer. After I left in September of 1994, I would not be surprised if he spoke of such a possability for his exit given that was the diagnosis for Ti’s exit from her vehicle. I know of the rumor that seems to be rooted in something Balch and Taylor published which may have come from a real source though could have easily been taken out of context as so many things are. However, by and large that was one of the many handy explanations for his decision to exit by laying down his life, that his student body was permitted to choose with him or seen as a way to entice his students to lay down their lives, by indicating he only had 6 months to live as was reported on CNN that initially came from Balch and Taylor.

From http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marshall_Applewhite :

“From June to October 1995, the group lived in a rural part of New Mexico.[155] They purchased 40 acres (0.16 km2) and built a compound—which they referred to as the “Earth ship”—using tires and lumber;[156] Applewhite hoped to establish a monastery.[148] This proved to be a difficult endeavor, particularly for the aging Applewhite:[154] he was in poor health and, at one point, feared that he had cancer.[Balch & Taylor 2002, p. 221.] Lifton notes that Applewhite’s active leadership of the group probably led to severe fatigue in his last years.[158] The winter was very cold, and they abandoned the plan.[148] Afterwards, they lived in several houses in the San Diego area.[79]

Medical examiners determined that his fears of cancer had been unfounded, but that he suffered from coronary atherosclerosis.”

One can tell from this quote above how reporters and book writers tend to fill in the gaps with their opinions as they feel compelled to explain all this to others so no one thinks it could have been exactly what it represented itself as. According to Rio, Neody’s book, “Beyond Human Mind”, Do (Applewhite) worked on stuffing the tires with dirt, plus Do was strong enough to later go through a castration that did not go well but which he recovered from. That doesn’t sound like someone in “poor health” though at that time he was 64 and had been through various health problems. I tried to actually provide certain insights to this wiki article but because I’m not an academic or published am not counted as a source. For instance according to Rio, they left Manzano New Mexico by November saying it was because of the upcoming winter and they hadn’t abandoned the plan yet as they moved to Paradise Valley, AZ from there until it began to get hot. By then they did abandon the plan and sold the property and moved to Rancho Sante Fe to exit. But Do, even if he was fatigued wouldn’t have given into it, until it took him out. They didn’t know him so they were guessing.

Here is another article that probably pulled from the same sources, sumising that saying he had cancer was like a tactic, something Ti and Do never demonstrated nor had a need for, but then again this is the way humans would act so they can’t imagine anything else, so they become pervayors of misinformation:

From an article by Herman de Tollenaere who sites his Sources: Rob Nanninga (1997), Jezus in een UFO; De Groene Amsterdammer, 16 April, p. 8-9 (longer version in Skepter)
Various documents on the Internet, by Heaven’s Gate and others, originally published, in slightly different form, in the Indian Skeptic, 15 August 1997:

“Applewhite had told them that he would soon die of cancer (according to the coroner’s post-mortem, he did not have cancer at all). If his devotees would follow him into death, a UFO, supposed to accompany the Hale-Bopp comet, would come and take them”

In this article there are many things said that are sound byte-ish and because of that are misunderstood by those who don’t seek out the full truth of the matter – a choice to make. With that said, here is a little background on some of the health related things Do went through and his thinking about them that I witnessed first hand and can actually find a few former members to back up if I had to:

From Rio’s book, Do did undergo a complication from his castration surgery but recovered. Well before that while I was in the group he contracted Rocky Mountain spotted tick fever and told us he felt Ti okayed (Ti had exited by then) his leaving his vehicle then, but he chose to stay. I remember how weak he was then. Before that, in the year after Ti left her incarnation he had a hernia operation but recovered from that as well. Whenever we moved, and we moved a lot and we had a lot of stuff to fill three big homes with appropriate furnishings so the home would look normal to the owners and workmen that would occasionally come through, Do would try to help carry stuff and we would stop him and tell him we needed him to lead us, not to help us carry stuff. This was after he had recovered from his hernia operation but we didn’t want to see anything else to happen to him. I can honestly say that many of the students loved him more than I knew how.

A couple years before I left, Do was concerned that we might each die off from “natural” means and hated having to experience that as we were certainly a family. Ti and Do both always spoke of preferring to be “accellerated out of their vehicles” by a human. They always joked that they hoped if it came to that, the human would “shoot straight” so that their vehicle would not be left a vegetable. Both of them had this mindset which is one of the many reasons I know Do didn’t change anything in that thinking after Ti left. If anything he was more cautious not to do something he was in the least bit in question of whether or not it was from Ti’s mind. They both had a rule; “if in doubt don’t” and especially applicable to things that could not be reversed.

But even if he had been diagnosed with Cancer, that would have had nothing to do with his desire to exit and would have had nothing to do with being sure each of the students was choosing to exit for the only ultimate “right” reason a human can have – doing so for another as Jesus taught was the greatest show of love as talk of love is moreorless worthless as love really is all about “giving” though when on the receiving end that “love” can also be experienced (received). However niether Ti or Do ever based their actions on what Jesus said though knew what Jesus had said. That’s not to say they didn’t take the record of what Jesus said and did as substantiation to what they felt instructed to say and do. Do would at times instruct myself or a few others who gravitated to scriptures to look certain things up.

I do know that Do had a doctor do the castration and understood that he went to Mexico to have it done though that was not the case for some of the students who went to Boulder, Colorado to have the operation. But I’m not sure where the Mexico idea came from on his castration. It may have been assumed from a report I gave of the first castation of Srrody in which I was to also experience the operation. We put up a sign in the sterile room where Lvvody performed the operation on Srrody that said “Mexico” but it was actually performed in San Clemente. Lvvody was a registered nurse and had recently been the assistant to surgery for an Orchectomist so knew the procedure. Even though as there was a slight complication Do decided to cancel my operation. But using the sign Mexico was a way to be able to tell a little white lie about where the operation was performed as at that point we knew that this could be seen as a major crime by authorities and they couldn’t find a doctor that would perform the operation. One could find a doctor to perform sex change surgury but to eliminate sexuality was considered insane, though srrody and I as others had been celebate in body and mind (though I did not always control my eyes 100%) for some 16 years by then.

For those who are still trying to disprove that Ti and Do were who they said they were, saying Do had cancer or harping on it as evidence of what they think motivated he and the student body is one more easy out, (which I remind, the Next Level Older Members want to provide as that’s the basis of providing the luciferian space alien fallen angels mindset in the first place as it provides free will to choose what to believe and what not to believe) because if he knew he was dying it would look easier for him to choose the time/place/method of his exit and then that of course paints him as evil to lead others in that same direction when they didn’t have a life threatening illness called cancer. But as I can document extensively and do but few care to consider, there never was any misleading.

But among the many things few will look at is why would he have had a castration in 1996 right after they moved away from the “compound” they were building near Manzano, New Mexico, the Earthship they had spent 6 months building diligently, if he knew he was going to die of cancer in 6 months and was considering laying down their lives as they did, cancer or not, which was part of the plan before I left that I was witness to in September of 1994. In other words, since laying down their lives was discussed in public meetings in September of 1994 that prompted several to leave who had joined from the 1994 9 months of the second face to face public offering of the information, why bother with castrations? According to Rio, two students left their Paradise Valley location with the instruction that if they wanted to be castrated they would have to move away from their location to be on their own and would have to get jobs to pay for it on their own. Alxody and Vrnody did accomplish that. Upon return more wanted to do the same and that’s when Do decided he needed to experience it before letting others proceed. So he did buy moving away and it’s not clear but there is some indication he moved to a different location and got a job as a janitor but had a complication as said. Rio reports that Do said it’s better to know the worst of it too. After that a few more males opted for the operation. I have reported that this procedure had been years in consideration before Srrody and I were approved by Do to go ahead with it. I had even told Do at one time, I wanted to leave the class to go to Mexico to have it done. That was my zealot side and as it turned out, not exactly for the right reasons. I was trying to beat Srrody to demonstration of my loyalty by going to that length. But I never told that to Do as it only became clear to me after I left in 1994. But then in about 1991, Do told me to wait and it would be over a year later when Do after continuiung to get petitioning from Srrody and myself independantly that he said he had received instruction to provide us with the procedure.

Of course investigators just say…something to the affect that he was “crazy”, etc. and from a strictly human perspective they all were as I am and as each of us recognize is very far afield from otherwise so called normal human thinking. Of course if you are changing your body for vanity, that’s considered within the norms today. But I am thankful for being “crazy” because the behavior and ways of many humans in this world is hideous to me and not just because of all the profiteering, manipulations, deceit, predatory judgmentalism, self centeredness, arrogance, intellectual and/or spiritual and/or religious so called superiority that is seen as normal. Manipulation is the rule in our society. It’s called politics and/or advertising/sales and business savy/marketing and it’s as dishonest as the day is long. I’m not 100% free of all these vibes entirely either and do not have the capacity to judge anyone except by their behaviors that are anti life choices and for those that don’t know any better, they are not held accountable but for those that do know better the best thing that can happen on the planet, though not at all enjoyable to witness is a spading that actually is being engaged by one another against one another, while giving some the choice of who to give their allegiance to between the Level Above Human and the Human kingdom. For those that have heard of Ti and Do, it’s between Ti and Do and the Human Kingdom. As Jesus said, to those that much is given to, much is required.

 

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2 Responses to “Q and A about whether Do’s vehicle had cancer or talked about it – plus their choices to be castrated”

  1. jarrod Says:

    Total eclipse tonight , sawyer!

    • sawyer Says:

      thanks for the heads up – I didn’t know about the eclipse. It’s an interesting time as the anniversary approaches and we already have a repeat of the sequence from 2013 with a February 21, 2014 Meteor event with a bunch of earthquakes in Argentina and Chili and that area of the world, then the so called “near miss asteriod” that again, like last year is inside the our moon orbit, while NASA is saying now that these are common now while last year they weren’t at all thought of as common, and finally comet Linear is lining up as very large and expected to have a sizable fireball event stimulation as comet pan starrs did last year with the same basic date perihelion of March 21st 2014 – RING any bells. We’ll see if Linear has a “companion” object with it like Pan Starrs was photographed to have in it’s coma – that’s in front of the comet’s head, hardly debris and note how that photo is non-existant now, except that I copied it as soon as I saw it, and of course hale bopp had a major companion object well documented by the Japanese and Hawaii observatorys but of course covered up but in their doing the cover up provide people to show what they are made of as for the few that have open eyes, they will look into things more instead of just writing them off with the first explanation. Choices – that’s what it’s about now. Who to show allegiance to, the Next Level through the current reps – Ti and Do, or human and human equivilent space aliens and all their minions.

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