Ti’s letters to her vehicles daughter were to help the daughter disconnect

Ti’s letters to her vehicles daughter were to help the daughter disconnect

In 1984, Ti tells her vehicle’s daughter in a letter that she is not coming back but does so as gentley as she could.

Some people take this letter as an indication Ti wanted to “get out” of what she and Do began upon meeting in 1972. Others think that Do was the driving force between them and she was under his spell. Most investigators fall into believing what Balch and Taylor publish about it, rather than take what Do wrote about his time meeting Ti until Ti’s exit of her physcial body. They quote Do when it’s to their advantage to build their case against him. In some cases there is conflicting evidence. For instance it was reported that Terrie said they met when Ti was sending her son to a music class Do was providing. What Terrie perhaps never heard or believed was that Ti and Do were both present a number of times when they went over their beginning and it was exactly as Do later wrote about it in the book, “88 Update – The UFO Two and their Crew”, saying how he met Ti at the hospital where he was visiting a sick male friend and Ti was substituting for another nurse in that ward and they started to have conversation about astrological signs that interested Do as Ti had been an amateur astrolger.

But pertaining to the the letters Terrie received from Ti in 1982, 1984 and 1985, here is an excerpt from the article:

IMPRISONED BY HIS OWN PASSIONS: Marshall Herff Applewhite
By Howard Chua-Eoan;PATRICK E. COLE/RANCHO SANTA MARGARITA, DEBORAH FOWLER/HOUSTON, JEANNE MCDOWELL/LOS ANGELES AND RICHARD WOODBURY/DENVER Monday, Apr. 07, 1997
http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,986142-1,00.html#ixzz0gksBScOB

…”In 1982 Nettles had written to her daughter, informing her that she had had her eye removed because of a melanoma. The cancer, however, did not go into remission. Terrie Nettles said her mother contacted her again in 1984, saying she was so deep into the movement she didn’t know how to get out, that “there wasn’t a graceful way to leave.” In 1985 her mother said she was sending Terrie a “couple of hundred bucks” because “the time was coming close and coming to a point where they were leaving…that she would be transported by a UFO. Maybe she knew she was dying.” Nettles died that year. It would be months before her daughter found out.”

Here is my, Sawyer’s explanation of Ti’s mindset behind some of the content of the letters reported. I have not seen the full letters so can’t speak to the full context but give the little that was shared, I do feel some perspective:

Do told the student body that Ti had always told him in the beginning (~1972-1973), “I’m here to get you started. Then I’m going back”. Do said he always wondered what that meant. He couldn’t imagine that she was meaning she was going back to her human family.

After she left her body, that I believe was depicted in prophecy in:

Rev 12:16 And the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed up the flood which the dragon cast out of his mouth.

…as the “earth opened her mouth” depicting an earth based disease that broke down the vehicle, like Do said was from her “burning her vehicle out”, that I later saw in this verse, since Do nor Ti seldom taught out of the Bible, as the “flood” of Luciferian thoughts against her, started it’s first manifiestation in her eye close to three years before, Do knew what she was saying was that she would return to the Next Level before him.

I wouldn’t be at all surprised if Ti hadn’t said the same kind of think to her daughter, Terrie, that she would be returning, at the time not fully awakened to who she and Do were, because they only significantly awakened after leaving Houston. They left on 1/1/1973 and spent the next “less than 6 weeks” in a rented farmhouse in Bourne, Texas, an hour or so southwest of Houston, just a bit north of Austin, Texas. It was there that they realized in no uncertain terms that they were both “from outer space” and were here to “bring updates to the bible” and “to fulfill prophecy”, though they had no idea what that prophecy was until a number of months later when at Gold Beach, Oregon.

So for Ti to say, if these were her words, as they wern’t put in quotes that she was, “so deep into the movement she didn’t know how to get out” when she was the greater part of how the entire movement got started seems more about saying something true but that Terrie could hopefully handle better. I know Terrie reported how it devasted her for quite a while. But frankly, had Ti wanted to, she could have left the same as anyone in the group, even for a brief visit, but then I would say that would have been actually a less thoughtful thing to do to Terrie, prolonging what Ti knew was the inevitability of her permenant end of their mother daughter relationship.

It seems Ti was doing exactly what she and Do were instructing their student body to do regarding the families they left behind – consoling them. In fact it was in around April of 1985 that Ti and Do suggested every student who had someone in their vehicle’s family that might still be sufferring anxiety at their absense, unknown whereabouts and/or infrequent to no contact, should pay them a brief visit. They said other family members could choose to meet at this one location.

We were living in Dallas at the time, actually in the same house near White Rock Lake where Ti exited her body from. I flew to New York City’s JFK international airport and was met by my vehicle’s dad. The plan was to stay with them for the weekend, just two nights and then fly back. We were instructed to not inform them of our actual arrival airline or departure to still afford our location in Dallas some protection as Ti and Do knew there could be some that would try to locate us.

Most of my vehicle’s relatives were at my folks house and we had a great visit. My vehicle’s mother had at one point wanted to hire an investigator to find me, to see if I was alive, especially after the 1978 Jim Jones people’s temple/suicide/murders. Most every member of the group flew somewhere for that weekend. It would have been easy to not return to Dallas, but no one chose to leave the group at that time.

After Ti exited her vehicle, nearly two years after the first visit, Do scheduled another visit. This time I went with a classmate, the woman I had joined with from the infamous Waldport, Oregon meeting that brought the story to the press in 1975 who I lived with near both our families homes in the early 70’s. I visited with her family during this second visit and she visited with my family. I also visited with Jwnody’s mother as she was also from Long Island and Jwnody and Ollody, who was visting with his family in Connecticut visited with my family as well. Do thought it would be good for the family to meet other members of the “cult” to see that we were with great people and my family did notice that. They also could see that given what I was before joining – a hippie musician living on the west coast and having next to nothing to do with my family in New York, I was now a clean cut person who had been a pastry chef and was beginning a computer career who had all these ideas about nutrition, etc. When my dad took me to the airport, he said to thank Ti and Do. At the time I wondered for what but realized it was for allowing me to visit but I doubt it was for his sake but for my mother’s that he was thankful for as he was the one who when my mother wanted to find me and pull me out of the cult he convinced her that I was doing what I wanted to do. After all I had written a very long letter when I joined and had been living on my own since graduating high school and had been quite the rebellious independant minded youth. My dad knew there was no changing my mind. For reasons I can only say were planned by the Next Level, I hitchhiked back to NY from Oregon weeks before going to the Waldport meeting. Looking back, I was saying goodbye to my brother, sister, mom, dad and grandparents.

On this second visit, I did have the opportunity to hook up with an old girlfriend who seemed to be hitting on me. I wasn’t at all interested in her nor leaving Ti and Do’s classroom. It wasn’t even a temptation. However on return from this second visit that most of the student body took advantage of, one student soon thereafter wanted to leave the class and a few months later was given a plane ticket and was sent to be with his brother in the San Francisco Bay area where he had visited. He then became the biggest public critic of Ti and Do even though he had nothing to say of any significance against them. He critisized them for having so many rules – like in what direction to shave I believe was one of his beefs. Of course that was taken out of context. It’s not like Ti and Do spent all this time coming up with rules. The rules came about because of problems or to provide conformity. Conformity was important for crew mindedness. Usually a rule like that would come up when a classmate would simply ask how Ti and Do would do something. Since taking in their mind was synonymous with thinking, talking and acting in the same ways they thought, spoke and acted, even though they didn’t tell us to mimic them, the more a student recognized the value in doing so, the more they sought to so the more questions of this sort. I believe this razor direction came up as a question on how to avoid a rash from shaving in which Do shared what he did. At that point it became a procedure but if someone was following that procedure and had a problem from it, it was procedure to write a note stating the problem to which there might be a new solution or an exception in their case. Can anyone imagine this being brought up in a public national news show interview as an example of how “controlling” they felt Ti and Do were, when he could have left at any time and didn’t even have to follow the instruction as no one watched anyone shaving.

Ti and Do were never following a script except one line at a time as lines were fed to them. They always said they were only “one step ahead of the students” so to still relate to them and what they had to go through in their overcoming/changeover to new above human beings. A huge part of that is to fully bond with our Older Member’s Mind who literally becomes our new family as Jesus also taught. As Ti and Do always said of the families left behind, they would be given a special opportunity to grow closer to their Heavenly Father because of your choices to become closer to your Heavenly Father. They knew it would still be painful to detach but that is what is required to sever one’s roots to a former evolutionary kingdom level just as it is with a plant that is pulled up from the earth by the Kingdom (Member) Above that plant. Those of our families in their pain can seek help from their Heavenly Father to deal with that pain and in so doing receive solice and recognition that they are fine and in good hands and that our acceptance of their adult decision, even if not understood fully, will become understood in time with continued faith and desire to understand.

In Ti and Do’s classroom there were many occasions where Do would, upon receiving reports of certain anxieties felt by certain classmembers about their vehicle’s families they left behind, suggest letters or phone calls to some. It would happen all on one day so students could free themselves from feeling that tug on their root system that would be a distraction for the task at hand in the separation from that root system. It takes time to separate from that root system. It’s not that those going through it enjoy disconnecting and nor do they not feel their families pain and sufferring at their absense from their lives. It’s that it can not go back to the previous relationship so to keep a family member hanging on would be cruel.

Of course for a society that doesn’t have this real sense of the reality of the Kingdom of God/Heaven, and what it takes to become a member, thinking it’s accomplished by going to church/temple and tithing and abiding by the ten commandments and studying and certain practices and techniques and assisting the poor or sick while believing that Jesus was their savior or in God the Father or Jehovah or Allah or Vishnu or Buddha or Ra or other associated names, it’s going to seem like an extreme or fanactic that would leave their family behind and be willing to even die for our Older Member and as a bond to their family. In some nations and cultures this kind of dedication to one’s creators is honorable but in these same cultures and especially in the western world, it’s only to some degree honorable if one does so by entering a traditional avenue thought to be a pathway to Godliness.

The Members of the Level Above Human thereby provide all some avenue to learn the hightest truths and let them judge themselves by their choice of what to seek and what not to seek in their continued relationship with the truth about the Level Above Human. This judgement time is in progress in an accellerate way as we speak. Of course it’s not accellerated by our standards necessarily unless we become aware of all there is to be aware of in how Crews from the Next Level are seeking out each seeker from among the human population on the planet and steering them by their thirst to awareness about Ti and Do. For those that never hear about Ti and Do nothing is lost. They will be judged by what they have had the chance to know and they will be given an earlier grade in school to continue with upon return to the next human kingdom environment on Earth following the recycling period of perhaps 1000 Earth years soon to start.

 

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2 Responses to “Ti’s letters to her vehicles daughter were to help the daughter disconnect”

  1. crlody Says:

    In a conversation I had years ago with Rob Balch he came to the same conclusion about Ti and Do’s meeting, that it was as they stated, in a hospital where Do’s vehicle was visiting a friend and Ti had come into the room to administer some medication to a patient. All of the other claims including one that Do was a mental patient in a hospital where Ti worked have had no proof or sourced documentation of any kind. If he was a “mental patient” which hospital was it at and where is the proof that Ti ever worked in this fictitious mental hospital? Just like there is no proof that Do’s vehicle was fired for an alleged “homosexual affair” with a student at a University (I forget which Univ.). Rob Balch investigated this claim and found that in fact what had happened was that Do’s vehicle had been involved with the daughter of a high-ranking member of the University who had attempted suicide after he broke off the relationship. The Univ. official apparently used his clout to get Do’s vehicle removed from his position.

  2. sawyer Says:

    Thank you for that input. Was it the girl who attempted suicide?

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