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Q and A – Ti and Do’s Information – Hard to believe, saturated or burnt out on it at times – all normal

January 17, 2015

I was asked to have a personal meetup with someone who has been interested in Ti and Do’s information for a number of years and who I have had communication with. I told him I’d keep it in mind. Below is our exchange. I wondered if it might prove useful to others. He is listed as “M”.

M: Thank you, I would understand if you declined, I know you’ve mentioned in the past with talking to people who seemed genuine but had ulterior motives. Either way I look forward to you releasing your book.

I find myself thinking about hg more and more as time goes on. I have a great deal of difficulty understanding the blue book, but from what I can understand as well as what I watch I find myself so drawn to it.

Sawyer: As you know I joined with Ti and Do in 1975. In 2000 when I began to re-awaken that brought me back to reading and watching Do on the tapes, etc. I was amazed how many things they said and did went right over my head at the time. It’s like there are layers of understanding all they say. Often when I’d read I’d overlook one or two words here and there, that when I would go back to I stop at and see a new angle, I guess because it’s like a picture and one can only really see a certain amount of detail if their brain isn’t atuned to yet. I used to think I had pretty good comprehension and they would encourage us to re-listen to their taped meetings often and as I was always busy with an assortment of tasks, I sort of put re-listening to tapes on the back burner as not really needed for me.

Ti told me in a note once when she delivered a note to each student that contained what we each needed to work on that otherwise “would keep us off the spacecraft”. I don’t know what anyone else’s note said but mine had three things on it: 1) Likes to be seen as something special, 2) A little too pleased with self and 3) sarcastic with humans. #3 came from some of the confrontations I had with employers in kitchens when I was a cook as that was the only interface I had with what we called humans, those who were not trying to detach from the human kingdom at that time, at least in the accelerated way we were attempting to do. Some of the cooks would start swearing and talking down to the waitstaff and the other cooks and even throw things, especially during the peak times when the pressure was on and I would be too “cool” and sometimes would comment to cool down or laugh off the pressure and all that did was infuriate them more. That’s what Ti was referring to I believe. I came across to them as sarcastic.

But #2 – a little to pleased with self, really rings true to me now more than it did then, not necessarily applicable now more or less than before but because of what I just reported about the way I thought while in the classroom I didn’t need to re-listen to the tapes, with the implication Ti was saying that for others more than for me. My ego was inflated and there were other huge signs that I couldn’t see then but now I can. I believe all humans have a certain amount of ego. It’s normal and it’s encouraged and if we don’t we’re considered lessor so it’s also competitive. So, the best advise I can give is to re-read, re-listen to tapes. It is a “self” stimulated degree of brain washing, I guess one could say, although brain washing to me is getting rid of misinformation from our thinking and acting relative to what the Next Level values. So I guess listening to tapes over again would also be getting rid of misinformation which would be part of absorbing more and more of Ti and Do’s MIND – words/info.

Even these days, I get filled up with Next Level information at times when I re-read and re-listen to things Ti and Do have given us. I know I’ve had about all I can absorb when I start to disbelieve or doubt or feel my belief or commitment/faith/trust in them is being challenged. It’s because it take a huge effort to embrace their realities and depending on how much of our mind energy we are giving away daily has a correlation with how much energy we have to gain consciousness that is above human. That’s where the entire idea of waking the kundelini force comes from, except applied to heightening SELF instead of purging self, which is required to be a prospective member of the Next Level (though we still become a SELF after graduating the human kingdom but even more so than humans because Self for humans consists of many inputs from discarnates throughout our lives and of course our relationships and society in combo with the genetic tendencies our vehicles inherit at birth.

So when I feel that negativity rises I stop reading or listening and give it a rest until I feel my thirst build again. And that’s the beauty of giving service to Ti and Do by disseminating their information to others – when we do and especially when there is a genuine draw as you are doing with me now in looking for help in your walk, I get to give away that part of my mind that was given to me by Ti and Do and that makes more room for me to receive more. It increases my thirst to know more. If we just study all the time we get saturated and need to give it away to receive more. I believe it’s given away in any form but it’s most given away when there is a draw for it and for me that comes from the various internet communication mediums we have, whether it’s in a comment on a news site about a story or whatever, though if I am just giving my opinion about something that I can’t relate to Ti and Do then I’m not freeing up space or as much space in our Ti and Do mind reservoir that can be defined as the “soul” container/pocket. And when we give Ti and Do’s info away it’s making more room for more which includes better understanding of the same info we are giving away. As we progress in this walk it only really continues to work if we continue to changeover our energy flow from lateral – between fellow humans and vertical – to the Next Level Older members. If we try to do both – continue human behaviors and grow our Next Level mind in our soul container it ends up eventually making us crabby and a host of other negative characteristics as we see displayed among many and especially many who are religious. They get intolerant, impatient, self righteous, misunderstanding, arrogant, etc. even though they are talking about what Jesus said. Many religious and spiritual and of course atheistic people as well can seem pleasant and kind and gentle, until you cross them in the smallest of ways and they can then turn very, very ugly fast. Maybe I’m getting off subject but that’s where the thread has taken me.

M: Thank you for sharing something so personal with me
I find myself feeling instead for a few weeks but soon burn out

Sawyer: And as I’m writing all this to you, I was reminded why sometimes, even often times it’s not better to talk face to face. I don’t know about you, but when I’m with someone trying to talk like I’m talking now, I can hardly focus because I am so distracted by my influences interacting with your influences. We all have them. They will challenge eveything I say and what ends up happening is I spend tons of time qualifying to satisfy the thoughts the influence is feeding me that you may be thinking about or may not be – doesn’t matter – that I don’t actually stay “in tune” with my Older Member’s mind. When I’m in my protected environment as now I’m free of most of that as the influences don’t know what I’m saying. I don’t think they can read -lol – but I”m serious, but they can decipher words because it’s part of their program they developed while living as a human as it’s all about frequencies and the “hearing”. Eyes also distract. I have to often look away from someone I’m talking to, to focus because the eyes not only absorb light (data) but give it off as well and in that way also influence the other. That’s why Ti and Do told us not to lock eyes with one another unless you were talking to them about something specific. Then you would look at the person you are talking to but we are still influenced from doing so, which is why at one time Ti and Do had us wear hoods that had silver screens for eyes to see through as it was an experiment to not be influenced by anothers face/eyes, etc.

M: I’ll be reading than think how can I believe a word of this…

Sawyer: yes, i understand, the same for me at times. Ti and Do taught that those were influences, whether it was all the time or not – it works to think of it that way.
Do said at one time that not a day went by that he didn’t question his own sanity, but even though he couldn’t deny that he had to push past that because he knew it was more true than anythng else.

Do compared hanging on to this truth as hanging on to a cliff by your fingertips but not giving up.

When he said that, I remember thinking…it doesn’t feel that hard for me.

It wasn’t like I was disbelieving him. It was more like I didn’t see how it applied, so that is a degree of disbelief, but was because of my ignorance, because I had little idea of what I had left to conquer.

I was too full of myself in a subtle way. I don’t think anyone would have said that about me really. It was subtle but deep seated so when it was brought to a head late in 1993, I took a nose dive and could not even want to recover so eventually had to leave.

M: I can imagine living with the class full time lent no moment to feel burnt out
Or if it did those feelings may have been hard to deal with

Sawyer: You are right I think, at least for me and I’d say for many but I would call it saturation. Ti and Do were very, very aware to not give us too much at any one time so meeting were rarely more than an hour long and we rarely had them more often than every 3-4 days. Ti and Do told us we needed time to absorb what they gave us. And by the way, that’s why they also gave us things to do to distract us. Television shows – trips to the movies every week or two in the last years and other outings to zoo’s, museums, restaurants a couple times each a year maybe. We had exercise machines and took long walks most everyday. At one point had a tennis court and often had a swimming pool. We had birds during one short time period. We sang psalms as a chorus around a couple christmas times. We had great menus though sometimes challenging.

Sawyer: We made deserts for every night. Ti and Do were not against pleasure but for their program they needed to be the ones to design the pleasures we had and how often and the degree.

They often assigned us to take naps although they also experimented with sleep patterns with us, but mostly they were short lived. For instance for a couple weeks we lived on sleeping 2 hours and then up for 4 hours each day. Then we had 6 hour sleep periods but settled into 6 as a minimum and 8 as a maximum with an occasional requirement to stay in the bunk for 9 hours. If we couldn’t sleep that whole time we were instructed to lay there and meditate or just be quiet.

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Comet Lovejoy’s “cloud (cloaked spacecraft?)” in it’s tail Jesus’ vehicle may still return with

January 10, 2015

Below is a picture of comet Lovejoy which is currently stunning people because of its very unusual brightness. This is happening along with a flurry of fireballs, one big one in Romania in particular. Romania is the one place Do sent a copy of the heavensgate web site to be a mirror host in case the so called powers that be in the U.S. wouldn’t allow the site to stay up after they layed down their human vehicles to show us how they had overcome fear of death, knowing they were connected to the only source that can choose to save anyone from death on the human level. But this pic is of special interest. It was posted on spaceweather.com so don’t think there was any photo shopping¬†done on it, but who knows for sure. However, it is being reported to have a “geomagnetic storm” raging on the comet, yet the pic shows a cloudy looking angular shape in the comet’s tail they are calling a “blob” and as they always do make it sound like they have seen the equivalent many times with comets and they link it to other anomalies recently observed like the comet whose tail disappeared after it emerged from behind the sun and then showed up again shortly thereafter, which they also say has been observed before and have an explanation that should satisfy the casual observer. They also posted a map of the 15 fireballs as if they each had an orbit that came from distant space and all converged on Earth that they are calling meteorite fireballs, possibly a new category name as they don’t match the old meteorite category name. I think they don’t have a clue what to think about this but have the job to explain it, and especially when observers outside the U.S. have taken pictures of it. Then if they don’t focus on it, they look like they are hiding a most unusual event. They’d much rather ignore it so not to face the critical observers. So when I saw it I thought…well Christians want to see Jesus coming on a cloud so perhaps he is starting to show how he can be cloaked by a cloud and following the star-like light as it also says in prophecy will mark his return because they use what we call comet’s as markers and/or for who knows what all so included that in prophecy to WATCH.

Most don’t know this, but I found where Ti and Do said that all the prophecies in the book of revelations would come to pass. I say that because even Mark who runs the heavensgate.com website warned me to “be careful with the book of revelations”. I agree actually but the context in which he said it to me was as if I shouldn’t be putting any stock in those prophecies. Maybe I misread him.

Anyone who wants to see more of what can still be expected to happen should pay attention to the interviews Ti and Do gave to Hayden Hewes and Brad Steiger in 1974 and 1976 recorded in the book, UFO Missionaries Extraordinary. The book can be found on the web. In it Ti and Do talk about how the one we identify as Jesus comes back AFTER they have left. Now I know they changed certain things they said then, but I have researched all they said and changed and the truth is that nothing was changed that wasn’t supposed to be changed for the benefit of the student body then and now as there are still those who desire to be their students just like there were some that became students of Jesus, the real Jesus after he left. Rev 19:11-15 describes Jesus return which as it says he will be “clothed with a vesture dipped in blood and his name the Word of God” and his armies followed on white horses clothed in fine linen white and clean which are at least the 4 living beings and 24 elders as “fine linen” was only worn by the priests that those with Ti and Do until the end of the task became while those of us who believe, trust, have faith in Him/Them now and show it by seeking their help to begin or continue our own metamorphosis will either convert our existing vehicle into one like Jesus had or if we lose our current vehicle in Their service receive a “white robe” which would be a vehicle that is not yet “fine linen”.

This is a tiny snapshot of some of what I keep discovering as I study all Ti and Do said and did in relationship with all that was left for us in the records of Jesus prophecy and includes much of what was given in Old Testament prophecy about this time. In other words nothing is over yet. For those that want a classroom as I continue to be asked about, you got it but it’s not a classroom with the teacher incarnate nor grouped with other believers. It’s a classroom that includes the entire United States mainland and anywhere else in the world where there might be some with “deposits” of Ti and Do’s mind who begin to awaken and want to sprout into a future member of the Next Level. Back in 1976 Ti and Do said that some that didn’t feel strong enough to start their metamorphosis by leaving all behind, thus like going cold turkey from the human kingdom could do so by asking the Next Level to assist them with their separation. Because of the ties I reestablished after leaving them when I was re-awakening in 2001 largely stimulated by the world trade center attack I lived about 30 miles from at the time, after many dreams with them that I see as helping me reconnect and a number of signs I finally said I wanted to be of service again but could they please help me so I don’t have to leave my then couple year old daughter and I felt like they said back, that would be fine. So now I am by myself for the most part though my now 17 yr old daughter is in touch with me and I see her but I no longer have a partner as that relationship fell apart largely because of all the attention I kept putting into Ti and Do re-connection over the years after that agreement. I am still not what I would call giving my all but as long as I don’t try to stop it’s progression, I believe I will eventually be, though the only reason is because they are gently helping me as without them I know I’d be as deep into my human existence as anyone and would not even care to change it. So just because it seems like not much is happening that Ti and Do and Crew are obviously behind doesn’t mean nothing is happening. It really comes down to what we want to become aware of which has a relationship to how much energy we give to everything but Ti and Do. The energy we keep in and use to further our relationship to Ti and Do all contributes to our metamorphic changeover.

I don’t know if any will actually exit Earth physically but I have to admit my study of things Ti and Do said even in 1973 make it seem possible and in line with what they also said in 1974 and 1976, though may not have been meant to apply to the first fruit who were largely elder souls whose changeover saw significant progress before this latest incarnation and then served a different purpose by laying down their lives, which is also the finishing touch for graduates. I don’t believe any of us are at the same place those 28 or more were at so we still have lessons to experience they didn’t need to experience. Other former members may not agree with me on any of this and I’ve been accused of trying to take over for Do which is hardly the case in reality but the Luciferians will use everything and everyone that can be used against us. No one will get anywhere looking to me for anything. I say look into all this yourself and especially when I finally publish my research so you can decide for yourself and most of all seek the whole truth from Ti and Do right now and if they show you that Sawyer is misleading you then tell me about it so I can examine it again as I don’t benefit in a human way from any of what I have been saying. In fact if anything it puts my vehicle more on the chopping block which I don’t look forward to but have to accept because I want to accept that too. It’s very clear to me that we all will leave. But we all also have the choice of who to leave for and because of and perhaps to some degree when, so I choose to leave for my service and relationship to Ti and Do.

So here is that picture of comet Lovejoy with the “cloud” in it’s tail photographed from someone in Italy I believe.

comet lovejoy 01102015 with a so called plasma blob in the tail spaceweather is saying is an electromagnetic storm on the comet

Also, how can the scientists suggest this “blob” as they call it be a geomagnetic storm on comet Lovejoy? Isn’t that distance from the comet like a millions miles away from it’s nucleus? Have we ever seen a geomagnetic storm on Earth or on any other body and so far away and if a comet is still thought of as rock with ice underneath with random gaseous jets all leftover and thus function-less parts of the universe how are there geomagnetic storms on it or away from it. Do they now think a comet has magnetic poles? Don’t you need magnetic poles to have geomagnetic storms? If anyone can answer these questions cue me in please as I’m not saying it isn’t a geomagnetic storm as spacecweather.com stated. It’s ¬†just far too easy for them to say anything and get a whole bunch of people to think what they say is an intelligently driven answer when it may be hokus pokus talk. I’m giving my take and I know it could be wrong but to me it’s as good as theirs if not better though of course that’s in the eye of the beholder to judge.