Sawyer regrets leaving Ti & Do’s Heaven’s Gate Classroom but hadn’t overcome Ego and Sexuality

April 9, 2015

Sawyer regrets leaving Ti & Do’s Heaven’s Gate Classroom but hadn’t overcome Ego and Sexuality

I was asked these two questions:

1) Do you ever regret leaving the classroom?

Yes I do regret leaving, yet at the same time, I was not learning a major lesson by staying. I’m not saying I couldn’t have learned it, and it could have been that I could have left my body as they did, which I was fully engaged in doing for a long time, and then, as some others been assigned a task that would be an opportunity to learn what I yet hadn’t. Do said that there were some in the classroom, though they were fully committed, still had more to learn before they would be provided with a Next Level vehicle.

In case you havn’t seen nor heard me talk about what this lesson was for me…

I was simply too full of myself, though I didn’t know it and in most ways didn’t act it either. In my mind, giving my life was the act of a hero, a martyr for God, a zealot and though that can be a stage, as with all things human, it wasn’t a next level attitude because it is so focused on being “seen as special”. Before Ti left she gave many students, perhaps all, I suspect, a note that contained points that Ti said if not learned sufficiently would “keep you off the spacecraft”. In other words as Do later put it…You would not be accepted on Ti’s crew as long as you hadn’t overcome/conquered these human characteristics. I had three things on my list.

1) likes to be seen as something special
2) a little too pleased with self
3) sarcastic (mostly with humans)

That was it but I didn’t know what to make of these except for the last one. When I was at what we called an “out of craft task” meaning a job outside the classroom environment, thus among those who weren’t trying to exit the human kingdom as we saw it, then I would at times be sarcastic in regards to the behavior of some whom I worked with. For instance I would sort of lord over them with zealotry, in particular, at a job that was cooking dinner, when another cook would get all angry and start using 4 letter words with yelling at others and the waiters/waitresses, I would at times indicate they were out of place – not needing to be vulgar, etc. and I didn’t come accross to them in a helpful way, but a sarcastic way.

Ti knew of some of the instances as I reported some but in particular I was fired by a job or two as a result though perhaps there was more to it, but Ti didn’t need to see a lot of examples to know this was a weakness of mine, as I was not at the job to try to change the way others were acting, though if they were acting that way to me, it would have been a different story but still not one to be sarcastic about, as if to put them into their place, while I held the higher ground.

After I left for a period of time I remember being critical of Ti’s telling me I like to be seen as special. I recall thinking…”no Ti I want to BE special, not be seen as special, and what’s wrong with that”. It was nearly 10 years after I left that I woke up to what Ti was saying.

Here it is the reason I fell off the sexual abstinance wagon by allowing thoughts that resulted in masturbation was because I had screamed to Ti (while Ti was outside the vehicle she’d had – what was diagnosed as liver cancer that started in her eye several years before she left), that I wanted a task like Do’s, like Jesus had. I had become so full of myself from working so closely with Do on so many tasks, helping fellow students, being the overseer of groups of fellow students in the 1994 2nd public face to face offerring of the info, doing a bunch of the speaking on video’s and in public meetings and on TV and Radio and for news articles and helped edit Rob Balch’s book on behalf of Do and was in someways looked up to for my self control (though I always was far more permissive of my eyes and thoughts at time in regards to sensuality/sexuality), though in someways I also accomplished a great deal in that discipline.

However I didn’t realize that Ti and Do’s crew were regulating how much temptation I was explosed to, which I did have several times I became privy to understanding. I knew at least in theory, but from my own experience that if Ti turned up the heat, I could be brought to my knees with my self discipline so when I inside my head demanded of Ti that I have a more challenging task, it was like saying the task I had was too easy so lay it on me, which wasn’t a negative to request, but I was doing so with a type of arrogance. Having the thirst to grow faster and serve more is great but that’s not where my head was entirely as I was operating for me, for my sense of heightening my self importance/value status. This wasn’t the first time but I didn’t see this until way after the fact.

But it wasn’t even hours after I screamed to Ti to demand faster growth and a task like Do had, (that I was not even remotley capable of handling because I had no idea what influences/discarnates he was regularily subject to – I did have some experience with knowing when you become a figurehead, as in any human organization as well, there are more that want what you have so there is competition and so one must build a skin to handle the associated stresses of popularity, not to mention what one gets when lots of people hate you and wish you were dead, which Ti and Do both received mostly indirectly via thoughts and feelings from relatives of their students as well as all the criticisms from students and students discarnate influences, Luciferian advasaries – They are legitimately being attacked around the clock with doubts about who they are and what they are responsible for – as Do wrote in 88Update, “not a day went by that I didn’t question my sanity”. Ti and Do told us they ran off our influences from us often. They knew which thoughts were the influences that focused on them from the ones that were from their students. The ones from students were not that hard to run off but it’s like being in a forest full of mosquitos – after a long day of bombardment it’s exhausting as anyone with a mentally stressful job can attest to.

Well their jobs was mental stress to the enth degree as they were not at all satisfied with themselves. They were always seeking how to help each student with their overcoming and how to move the overcall classroom to their next step which entailed physical considerations as well as how each student will respond – not wanting to lose them while not wanting to short them on what they needed to experience either, helping them make up theri own minds about what they wanted, the classroom or something in the world. If people knew to what lengths Ti and Do went to be sure each student genuinly to the best of their abilty wanted to do, they’d have no choice but to be in awe of these two and yet one would see any sign of this with Ti and it was only after Ti left that we saw the toll this took on Do, though how he rose above the weights each time)
that I was having sexual images in my head that I didn’t seem to have any abilty to stop or limit or distract myself from. I didn’t even seem to have the energy to want to stop them so at that moment I was out of control, when I thought I was so in control.

And yet after Do noticed how I’d become distant from him and I told him what I was doing, which was perhaps a week into regular masturbastion He asked me what I wanted to do and how he could help. I said, I needed to expose my breaking of vows/instructions to my fellow students, a regular occurance throughout the classroom and then at one point Do said to the group about me, that perhasp the hardest lesson any of us can have is failure. But at that point it was like I wasn’t even there and though in our “major/minor offense list” my actions and the deceit of hiding it were both grounds to be dismissed from the classroom, to which Do said, because I wasn’t threatening others with my loss of self control and because he said I had a lot to offer the Next Level so didn’t want to “throw me away”….that can sound harsh but in reality he had at that point 30 something other students that he was for his Older Member Ti responsible to bring through their individual birth canal. If any one student jeopardized another classmate’s viable birth or the mission, then that one was expendible, meaning they would be dismissed and given a plane ticket to where they wanted to do, usually with the option of coming back should they want to take a new stab at their overcoming process, which actually did happen with 19 students once sort of that way, but with 2 others with exactly that kind of ultimatum – that they needed to leave but if they wanted to tackle the lesson that caused them to be dismissed they would be accepted back. And we had a half way house for a while as well.

So now I’m in this semi-comfortable position. I’ve pushed past my fears of getting reinvolved which took years and began to be public with my experiences for the last 10 years, escalating more and more with a number of what I feel are contacts from Ti and from Do and from various classmates in dreams and in a sense of a open phone line and in theory I’m prepared to lose my life to this task, (though I doubt anyone takes it seriously enough to want to do away with the likes of me), yet at the same time I know I can offer Do more but feel for the moment I’m still doing what he’d have me do. But I’m very clear that in the not too distant future some major changes will take place that will make the 9/11 attack that brought endlenss war with no tangible enemy (the red horse) and endless financial crisis weights and balancing (the black horse) that will make it very unwise to be seen as soliciting new cult members (which I am not, but that’s never believed fully by those who know nothing about Ti and Do’s efforts), yet I must continue and when the internet becomes too restrictive in so doing (if that is what takes place eventually) then I know I must go on the road with the information, even church to church which can sound like a noble effort to some and to me in times past – you know that martyr/zealot syndrome that I don’t want to do, but I would not be able to just live out my vehicles days keeping what I know about Ti and Do bottled up.

So in some ways I do wish I would have stayed with them and left with them as I thought I was ready to do but as I have some roots re-established that are often fragile, I do feel further testing of my resolve and trust in Ti and Do will present itself which I really don’t feel that strong to deal with, but all I need to do is ask Do for help and I will get it but then I have to impliment that help. I still have the same lessons to face and in a way they are harder now, having failed once.

2) Why did you leave the classroom?  I hadn’t overcome Ego and sensuality in the form of Sexuality thoroughly explained:

https://sawyerhg.wordpress.com/2011/10/01/sawyers-experience-with-sexuality-in-ti-dos-classroom/

Ti and Do’s Heaven’s Gate Hale Bopp Comet Anniversity in progress with A new highly unsual UFO Comet

February 22, 2015

As predicted and even like clockwork here is another Comet that has the folks at NASA and JPL and ESA and everywhere else as they say “Puzzling” and “scratching their heads”. And in this blub they are still calling it an “icy visitor” yet not much bigger than a “comet-boulder” another new term, so how does a ball of ice and rock survive Sun temperatures. They can’t claim it didn’t survive the sun as they did with the 2013 September comet ISON. (It did survive the sun though the media didn’t cover it as that’s not really supposed to happen to an icy rock).

First I will post what Spaceweather.com posted and then what I found on youtube that is much more revealing what even looks like a “flying saucer” shaped “comet”, but don’t take my word for it, look at the video and watch all the progress and reality deniers squirm to come up with explanations and debunking for fear of the truth. If it’s not a comet after all, then the FACT that it’s much smaller and doesn’t act like comets begins to make more sense.

And of course look when it’s happening. February 19, 2015 just as we saw quite surprising events in Feb-Mar of 2013 – meteor hit in Russia, the near miss asteroid and comet Pan Starrs with the OBJECT photographed flying AHEAD of it’s coma and then fireballs all over the world with most in the US and across the eastern seaboard and then Feb-Mar of 2014 also included a near miss asteroid, fireball and a very bright unexpected comet. That was followed by the of very unusual September-October comet ISON that when studied with software to uncloak satellite telescope images NASA disguised with software looked like a flying WING that came out of the other side of the sun and was no longer followed by the media but looked like 7 objects in a V formation. Then just last October with comet Siding Spring caused a huge visible explosion on Mars when it passed very close by to be seen at:

So here is what Spaceweather.com is saying about this new surviving sungrazer that came out of nowhere they have EVER seen before, they say:

*** spaceweather.com post: ***

UNUSUAL COMET DIVE-BOMBS THE SUN: Astronomers are puzzling over a comet that passed “insanely close” to the sun on Feb. 19th. At first glance it appeared to be a small object, not much bigger than a comet-boulder, doomed to disintegrate in the fierce heat. Instead, it has emerged apparently intact and is actually brightening as it recedes from the sun. Click to view a post-flyby movie recorded on Feb. 20th by the Solar and Heliospheric Observatory (SOHO):

Unofficially, the icy visitor is being called “SOHO-2875,” because it is SOHO’s 2,875th comet discovery.

Karl Battams of the Naval Research Lab explains what’s odd about SOHO-2875: “It’s a ‘non-group comet,’ meaning that it does not appear to be related to any other comet or comet family that we have on record.”

Most comets that SOHO sees belong to the Kreutz family. Kreutz sungrazers are fragments from the breakup of a single giant comet many centuries ago. They get their name from 19th century German astronomer Heinrich Kreutz, who studied them in detail. SOHO-2875, however, is not one of those fragments.

“Non-group comets like this appear a few times a year, so in that sense it’s not toounusual,” continues Battams. “But this one is relatively bright. The big question most people will have now is, Can I see it, or will I be able to see it, from Earth? At first I thought the answer was no. But I am very pleasantly surprised–shocked in fact! The comet has brightened dramatically and now is sporting an increasingly impressive tail. Visibility from Earth in a few weeks is no longer out of the question, although I still wouldn’t put money on it.”

“I’ll continue to tweet updates on my twitter.com/SungrazerComets feed, so folks can follow along there too.”

***end of spaceweather post***

Here is the youtube post that shows the comet surviving the sun encounter:

Humans are being dummed down. Many are incapable of critical thinking though they will quote the academics past and are satisfied with illogical answers to the many observations that can not be denied by someone with any intelligence.

Comments against Ti and Do and their teachings and Sawyer’s responses

February 19, 2015

Here are my responses to a avid follower of my posts who is critical of most everything Ti and Do taught and that I post in their favor. I don’t have a problem with his criticism though at times it has been trying to deal with as it can be so lacking of evidence except in his opinions. So this time since his statements may reflect many others now or to come I tried to provide comments on the main points in his latest comment.

1) You said “if there is a cosmic truth to existence that we can know, then it would be something we can arrive at ourselves… I shouldn’t have to have stumbled upon some random cult leader to ascertain that truth”.

How else do we get ANY information except by “stumbling” upon it, whether in school where we are stumbled into whether we like it or not or by society if we have the least amount of curiosity. Please tell me what about this response to your statement doesn’t have some common sense to it. We don’t learn or do anything by ourselves. It seems impossible relative to human existence as I see it now.

2) You said “I know how you’ll answer this, but what if you had lived your whole life in Vera Cruz, Mexico? You would have never seen, heard of, or given a crap about H & BL. Your answer will be that it was inevitable you’d meet them because.”

You are both right and wrong about this in my opinion. No matter where in the world I lived how can you even suggest it would not be possible to become aware of something that became national news in the U.S. and affiliates and also international news or for the international people that got far less exposure by having reason to migrate to where the news was more apparant, like all the migrants from Mexico for instance. One classmate was going to school in Corvalis from Venezula. Others were from Edmonton, Canada. Another was from southeast asia and then of course most all of us were from many countries whose parents migrated to the biggest melting pot on earth, that is since our current history, seems safe to say. But if one believes in what Ti and Do said and that Jesus said, all his believers and those who were against him would be returning to the new area of the world because the Kingdom of God was being taken away from the middle east. So if that was true and if it was also true that the Kingdom of God plants “seeds” (deposits of their mind as a soul pocket) then those that get the seed are directed to be on the path where they can have the best access to the incoming trumpet blowing undercover operatives from the Next Level sent to gather those vehicles that received those seeds as Jesus said would happen.

3) you said, “They weren’t famous at all… an article or two, a book, but to the public they were nothing — I’d never heard of them until the suicides… people read the articles, but they were so ridiculous that nobody took them seriously.”

So the judge of whether or not they have anything to say that is legitimate is in your view only if they become “famous” in the way you believe in. Perhaps, they have to write a book that becomes a best seller or be on TV. Article or two??? How about thousands of articles in newspapers across the U.S. from 1975 to at least 1982. A grade B made for TV movie in 1982 that millions probably watched. How about the New York Times magazine section front cover and long article about Bo and Peep that had international exposure in 1976. How about National news on EVERY news station for at least a week or two of nightly coverage from Walter Cronkite from late September of 1975 to October of 1975. I assume there was plenty of talk on the radio at least on the news since it was on the wire services. How about Psychology Today in 1976. How about the fact that the FBI got involved due to thinking there was a link to cattle mutilations in the midwest? Then the books and chapters in books; There was the book “UFO Missionaries Extraordinary” by Brad Steiger and Hayden Hewes, two respected names in science fiction writing and UFO investigation respectively. Then how about over a hundred meetings in most every major U.S. City over a year’s time at Universities and in public libraries that some had accompanying newspaper advertising from april of 1975 to may of 1976. Each of those meetings had hundreds of posters plastered at most all book stores and new age centers and coops and health food stores and libraries and on telephone poles and in store windows in the vicinity of the towns/cities where the meetings were given that also involved talking to shop owners. Also the thousands of churches that were “tested” as at least 100 students trekked around the country seeking help with food and gas and shelter from those who said they were in service to the Lord. Many times that seeking of help resulted in conversations about Bo (Do) and Peep (Ti). There were also hundreds of parents and siblings and friends concerned who talked and some hired investigators (jwnody’s brother was a police officer who hired an investigator). Alxody’s vehicle’s mother formed a network of parents that were active in touch with the “cult awareness network”. There was more publicity that I didn’t know about. Plus the story wasn’t exactly run of the mill. 27 or more people left their lives behind that created a huge amount of talk in the towns where they were known that I can talk specifically about – to as reported rendezvous with a UFO to go to heaven (though they often left off the “heaven” part). Certainly when Cronkite came out to say, they were two texans and had been arrested and that Applewhite was a convicted felon, most put it out of their mind because it could not be possible that “He would come as a thief”, a curious coincidence of terms Ti and Do did nothing to fulfill in that way.

4.) you said, “What would you be now if you hadn’t met them? Maybe a Mount Shasta variety Buddhist? It would be something unusual because I think that is part of your gig.”

No, I don’t think I would have become a Buddhist. I did read up on such things. I didn’t join with the Maharishi Mehesh Yogi who had a regular recruitment in NYC because I would have had to stop smoking pot and I was 17 at that time and really liked my pot. I was fond of many of the spiritual books in 1968-1972 but I moved to British Columbia from NY to homestead but got deported for a stupid slip up on my part as I was living in Canada illegally. So I stayed with “Jesus freaks” in Yakima and they tried to convince me of what they believed and I told them there was too much in scripture that seemed “contradictory”, though I always thought Jesus was a hero though hated the Catholic church ways I experienced so ditched any membership in such an organization. Then when my friends were getting into meditation in Newport, Oregon in 1972 I tried it and would always fall asleep and so was bored. Then when one of my music buddies became a disciple of Sri Chin Moy and wanted me and my girlfriend to meditate with him on his guru’s picture I tried it and it felt weird to be looking at this indian fellow as someone to follow. I did try to study parmahansa yogananda’s teachings and remember wanting to be enlightened like him and then I was given the bhagvad gita by a krishna devoutee at an airport where I was working for food stamps, the program they had in San Diego I would read the stories and not understand what they were talking about but it felt holy so I continued reading for a while.

So no, I suppose I would have continued with playing in bands and who knows from there but I doubt I would have become spiritual in any organized way. I was interested in “spirits” as reality and I had debates with Christians on the streets fairly often. So my “gig” as you call it, if it was unusual certainly wasn’t planned as you tend to suggest.

5) You said, “What about intelligence? H & BL weren’t very bright… I would expect a “next level” mind to be at least bright and intelligent”.

Even by your standard of intelligence why would you think they weren’t intelligent. Do you think being a nurse for preemie babies in the Houston Hospital system, with an interest in theosophy and astrology, who had a family of three girls, two of which were retarded was someone who wouldn’t have intelligence? And Do was a college grad who was in the military at white sands missile range as a communications specialist who tried seminary and dropped out because they were too limiting in what they would study and talk/think about. He was a professor of music and a star to some degree with lead roles in the Houston Opera. He taught at St. Thomas University and would eat lunch with Dan Rather who worked for CBS whose office was across the street. He mingled with high society types in Houston. He graduated with Farah Faucet (sp?). He was divoced and had children and was living a gay or bi lifestyle, though was not happy in it because he wanted a committed relationship. All the gay people I’ve met, for some reason seem to be quite intelligent moreso than many of the hetero brutes and I was never attracted to the same sex. Does any of this qualify his intelligence? If not then please explain why not?

6.) you said, “Maybe they’d figure out a way to live within the law instead of having 30 people shacked up in a house against zoning laws? Huh? That is something they certainly could have controlled… but as it was, their “whole mission” could be jeopardized by one ODY telling a co-worker something… and that DID happen… Do was about as flustered as I’d ever heard him on the tapes… you could hear his desperation a little bit — or maybe it was exasperation but it doesn’t matter.

So if srrody told someone at his job in the world where he lived and an investigator found out and got the police to come to our residence with charges trumped up because we did nothing genuinely illegal unless you of course believe all the laws are just and fair then wouldn’t it be a disruption of what they felt was their mission whether you agree with the mission’s validity or not? So was Do not allowed to be “exasperated” because it doesn’t match your idea of “holiness” you don’t believe in anyway?

7) you said, “the whole mythology is just so ugly and convoluted and so undoubtedly made up”.

What about Ti and Do was myth. Can something be called a myth when it’s in progress. Doesn’t myth refer to a story of the past. Of course if you believe the records of Jesus life were made up even though there is considerable evidence of Pilot and Herod and the Jewish treatment of a person with that name and Josephus, a non believer in Jesus, writings that confirm he was a real person and other references with the addition of the manuscript discoveries in Qumran and the Nag Hammadi discoveries in the 1940’s and 1950’s, then what can I say – it’s your choice what to consider true or false about history.

And what is it about Jesus or Ti and Do’s life that was “ugly”. Do not humans with belief systems of all kinds end up giving their lives to various causes. Thousands of U.S. soldiers died, many of which thought they were serving a truthful and worthy government. Many activists give their lives to bring peace and justice to their country and people. Emergency workers sometimes give their lives to save others. People do death defying things for thrill of it or to try to get famous. A case can be made that these are not worthy causes. Jesus follower risked their lives by talking about him and their belief in him. Jesus said that giving your life is the highest form of showing love for another. The students of Ti and Do chose to give their lives. There is no evidence at all that anyone was manipulated or pressured and some left even weeks before they laid down their lives and Ti and Do didn’t let some join them and sent others out of their group and sought to even pay some students to leave because they didn’t want anyone staying with them because it became comfortable. There was zero evidence of any abuses and there were over a hundred dropouts with only trivial complaints against them. eg. they didn’t like the procedure on the direction to shave (despite the fact that they didn’t have to follow that rule and why that became a rul to begin with – it was from someone asking how Do shaved. If anyone had a problem with a procedure they were free to state their problem and often an exception was made for them. I have dozens of examples, but part of the program was to learn to follow instructions no matter how small. This often separated those who were not committed enough for their program and Ti and Do regularly gave out airplane tickets and money and in one case a bus ticket to travel by bus for a year, to those that wanted to leave. I was given a plane ticket and $600 in cash when I chose to leave. Ti and Do never wanted anyone to leave. Even those they felt they had instruction to separate from their classroom they sought to stay in touch with if they wanted to stay in touch. They sent me a message through Rkkody to see where my head was at, if I had changed. I know the parents of some of those who joined in 1994 and one that joined in 1996 were most upset by the news of their loved one’s chosen exit of their body. But unlike the groups like Jim Jones and Solar Temple and Branch Davidians there were only adults in Ti and Do’s group. No children. I sympathize with those who lost loved ones. It is painful. I know it would be painful for me in their place. In fact when my partner broke up with me, even though I knew it was best it did hurt a great deal and when my daughter went to live with her mother I felt that root system pull hard on me for quite a while and still does at times. I can imagine that the parent of a son or daughter who takes their own life is a huge tug to deal with. But as I also have dealt with thinking I had cancer, it hurts but if we seek the help from the Next Level with our pain, no matter what we call those Above Human Beings in their kingdom, they will help us to deal with the fact that life in the human kingdom is temporary for all of us and there are no guarantees how it’s going to go, who is going to get sick and who is not and who is going to die before who. For those that don’t believe there are Creators with a plan, I don’t know what they can do to ease their pain, whatever it is from.

With that said, I don’t know what was “ugly” about Ti and Do unless the fact that all life on earth is temporary. If that is ugly then I guess life is ugly to have in the first place as if you never existed you would never experience an end to you or others existence.

8) you said, “heck you were jacking off long before you quit the group”.

That’s not true. I first masturbated late in 1993, 18 years after joining. I never even touched my privates to try to stimulate excitement for those 18 years though I certainly could have done a better job in control of my eyes though on the thought level became pretty good at. I never thought about the sex act at all in those 18 years. I did feel attraction to females in the group but I never imagined myself being intimate with any of them. My battle was turning my eyes away and then of course cutting off the stimulant that even a few seconds of looking at something stimulated. After 18 years of celibacy it took next to nothing to start to become stimulated.

9) You said, “you folks believed because you really wanted it to be true — you really wanted Do to be who he said he was… why not bet the farm on that he’s who he says he is???”

Shooting in the dark – I understand. Don’t want it to reflect the truth – that’s the choice you seem to want to take and that is fine. There is no value to convincing anyone anyway, but belief because of some need to believe doesn’t make any real sense unless it is to escape the life we have which if you actually look at the lives of the students you won’t find much if any of. Do the research of dropouts. See if they joined to escape something in life they were ashamed of or were running from facing. Then perhaps for that one, you could make a case for their belief because they wanted/needed to believe in something so to not deal with who they were or what they had done.

10) you said, “20 years and nothing? Earth about to be recycled? Life goes on.”

Sorry, but Life doesn’t go on indefinitely for anyone and the Next Level are not on our earth based time frame. If you live a short time more you will see more and more of the recycling. Global Warming is fairly telling and the prophecy says the human kingdom (earth) will be destroyed by “fire” this time. It seems that will be stimulated primarily by the way the Next Level has control over the sun, the reason Al Gore had his satellite just launched to just look at the sun as other satellites do because they have seen many very unusual things on the sun even without the satellite telescopes. But the “fire” I suspect is also a death because of “passion” whether by unbridled sensuality in all it’s forms; sexuality and related responses in disease, mental and physical or from anger and hatreds and negativity and war.

Do (Returned Jesus/Moses/Enoch) writes; “UFO CULT” RESURFACES WITH FINAL OFFER in USA Today

February 11, 2015

“USA TODAY” Ad/Statement – May 27, 1993

“UFO CULT” RESURFACES WITH FINAL OFFER

The following statements could sound very presumptuous. However, these facts do come into focus or “prove” themselves if they are seriously explored a step at a time. They could also sound very “doomsdayish.” Though, in truth, they will be the most joyous “sound of music” to the ears and eyes of those who have been waiting for them.
The Earth’s present “civilization” is about to be recycled – “spaded under.” Its inhabitants are refusing to evolve. The “weeds” have taken over the garden and disturbed its usefulness beyond repair.

The human kingdom was created as a stepping stone between the animal kingdom and the true Kingdom of God (the Evolutionary Kingdom Level Above Human).
It is the soul that progresses from one kingdom level to another – each kingdom level has its own unique physical containers (bodies) for the souls that reside in that kingdom level.
As the human goes out to find servants within the animal kingdom, from beasts of burden to seeing-eye dogs – if that animal grows to find pleasure only in serving its master, no longer identifies as an animal, but sees itself as a family member in that human family, and its behavior is pleasing to that human – the two become bound together. The human family then provides the body (a human infant) for that soul to enter, allowing it to move up into the human evolutionary kingdom. (This is not to suggest that all human infants are containers for souls moving up from the animal kingdom, for most human infants are containers for human kingdom returnees still bound to that family unit.)

Likewise, when a member of the true Kingdom of God receives instruction to incarnate among humans in order to seek out the souls that might want to “separate from the pack” and are desirous of becoming only servants in the Evolutionary Level Above Human, He then offers them the knowledge and behavior that can open that door to them. If that human changes to the degree that he no longer desires any human behavior and he pleases that member of the Kingdom Level Above Human, a bond is formed and a body belonging to that new Kingdom is provided for that soul to move up into.
Both Kingdom Levels are physical and biological. However, the human kingdom is made up of mammalian – “seed-bearing” – plants or containers, while the Kingdom of God is made up of non-mammalian, non- seed-bearing “containers” for souls, and their young or “children” are those who have risen above – overcome – all human-mammalian characteristics and behavior through the tutorship (midwifing) of a member of the Kingdom of God who has been through that transition and bonded to His Father at a previous time.

Just as an animal sees his human tutor as the one and only “master,” likewise a human, as he becomes aware of a Member of the Kingdom Level Above Human, sees Him as the one and only “God.” However, the individual that that human related to as God sees Himself as a “child” in that higher, many-membered Kingdom and knows that only through His “Father” (an Older Member in that Kingdom) can He become a better member in that Kingdom.

A “student” or prospective “child” of a member of the true Kingdom of God can, with the help of an Older Member, overcome or rise out of all human mammalian behavior – sexuality and gender consciousness – and all other addictions and ties of the human kingdom. He must complete this change to the point of abhorring human behavior before his soul can become a “match” with a biological body of the true Kingdom of God for that new body is genderless and incapable of functioning at a human level.

The true Kingdom of God, the “Headquarters” of all that is, is a many-membered Kingdom which physically exists in the highest, most distant Heaven – a non-temporal place (outside of time, and with eternal life). It is the only place from which souls, life, and all creating originates. Being non-temporal, it was, is, and forever will be – a concept that we, as temporal creatures, are not designed to comprehend. That Kingdom designed the “temporal” world outside its “borders” and designed its temporal creatures to have a progression of bodies or “vehicles” (through kingdom levels, such as animal and human) for souls to evolve through. If the soul survives and moves forward through all its tests along the way – it can, with the help of a member of the true Kingdom of God, lose its temporal characteristics and become a part of their non-perishable, non-corruptible world. However, all other souls who reach a certain degree of corruption (having of their own free will chosen to become totally separate from their Creator) will engage a “self-destruct” mechanism at the Age’s end, manifested when opposing camps, be they human or “Luciferian,” come together and destroy each other – thus assisting in the plowing under of the “garden” for the Creator.

The reason the term “TRUE” Kingdom of God is used repeatedly is because there are many space alien races that through the centuries of this civilization (and in civilizations prior) have represented themselves to humans as “Gods.” We refer to them collectively as “Luciferians,” for their ancestors fell away from the keeping of the true Kingdom of God many thousands of years ago. They are not genderless they still need to reproduce. They are nothing more than technically advanced humans who have retained some of what they learned while in the early training of members of the true Kingdom of God, e.g., limited space-time travel, telepathic communication, advanced travel hardware (spacecrafts, etc.), increased longevity, advanced genetic engineering, and such things as suspended holograms (as used in some religious “miracles”).

These “Luciferian” space races are the humans’ GREATEST ENEMY. They hold humans in unknown slavery only to fulfill their own needs. They cannot “create,” though they develop races and biological containers through genetic manipulation and hybridization. They even try to “make deals” with human governments to permit them (the Luciferians) to engage in biological experimentation (through abductions) in exchange for technically advanced modes of travel – though they seldom follow through, for they don’t want the humans of this civilization to grow to be another element of competition. They war among themselves over the spoils of this planet and use religion and increased sexual behavior to keep humans “drugged” and ignorant (in darkness) while thinking they are in God’s keeping. These Luciferians see to it, through the “social norm” (the largest Luciferian “cult” there is) that man continues to not avail himself of the possibility of advancing beyond human. Many things have become the accepted “norm,” but that doesn’t make them right!

Just as the biological body is the “container” for the soul, the soul is the “container” for Mind (Spirit). Mind translates into the brain as information (knowledge). Information is available to humans from only two sources – the mind of the Luciferians – or the Mind of the Kingdom of God. The mind of the Luciferians yields misinformation (promoting the behavior and concepts of this world). The Mind from the true Kingdom of God yields true information (though the Luciferians and their servants would reverse this interpretation). As we change, in the progression of overcoming humanness – the percentages change – of which mind occupies our soul – Truth increases as misinformation decreases. If we revert back to humanness, the process reverses – the Truth is aborted as the soul becomes more filled with mammalian mind. That Truth can even be taken from us if we abuse it. When our “eye becomes single” or our soul is filled only with Mind or Spirit from the true Kingdom of God, it becomes pure or Holy Mind (Spirit).

The true Kingdom of God’s design permits the presence of a “Luciferian” element, during a human civilization, as a catalyst for growth. Without it, we would have no choices – our free will could not be exercised. Our right choices find us in alignment to recognize the Truth when it is offered.

Two thousand years ago, the true Kingdom of God appointed an Older Member to send His “Son,” along with some of their beginning students, to incarnate on this garden. While on Earth as an “away team” with their “Captain,” they were to work on their overcoming of humanness and tell the civilization they were visiting how the true Kingdom of God can be entered. The humans under the control of the Luciferians killed the “Captain” and his crew, because of the “blasphemous” posi- tion they held, and quickly turned the teachings of the “Captain” – the Older Member’s “Son” – into watered down Country Club religion – obscuring the remnants of the Truth.
That same “away team” incarnated again in the 1970’s in the mature (adult) bodies that had been picked and prepped for this current mission. This time the “Admiral” (the Older Member, or Father, incarnate in a female vehicle) came with the Son – “Captain” – and his crew. As the two Older Members put out a “statement” and held public meetings over about a 9-month period in 1975-76 to bring their crew together, the media tagged them the “UFO cult” because of their expectation of leaving aboard a spacecraft (UFO) at the completion of their “overcoming.” The two Older Members then went into seclusion with their crew (students), “lifting them out” of the world for almost 17 years (not accepting any new students), making Earth’s surface their classroom. This isolation was absolutely necessary. The degree of their overcoming of sexuality, addictions, and ties to the human environment had to be taken to the point of matching the behavior and consciousness of the Evolutionary Kingdom Above Human. Only then would their new “Next Level” bodies be functional. They resurfaced briefly for about a 3-1/2-month period in 1992, allowing some of their “dropouts” to rejoin them.

This changeover (sufficient “overcoming” to inherit Next Level bodies) has been completed, and before they return, they are instructed to share this statement with you.
The Luciferians are about to be “recycled” (annihilated) at the same time as this human civilization is “spaded.” They know that “rumor has it” that their days are numbered. They refuse to believe it and are desperate to recruit souls from the human kingdom into their “Heavenly Kingdom.” There are many “counterfeit” heavens, and each “heaven” is at this time collecting “names in their book,” forcing a stand of allegiance, polarizing each individual’s commitment to his chosen “God.”

When members of the Level Above Human are physically present, the opposing forces work the hardest against them in order to support their own position. They do almost anything to keep humans from following the path toward the true Kingdom of God. They “turn up the heat” at this time in the area of mammalian behavior, primarily sexuality. This has become such an overwhelming presence in the Earth’s atmosphere that even some of the crew that came with us were lost to its temptation. Don’t forget that when the Luciferians were expelled, in order to support their own desires, they had to condemn the true Kingdom of God and see it simply as another path inhumane and radically uncompromising.

The religious “cults” who have separated from the world have “picked up on” one major aspect of what is “in the air” at this time when the information of how to move from one kingdom level to another is available. What they may have failed to recognize is that experienced “clinicians” are necessary to take souls through that “weaning” – that difficult “withdrawal” from human addictions and binding “misinformation” concepts. If it weren’t necessary to have clinicians present who have previously been taken through that transition, we wouldn’t need to be here. Some religious “cults” might have children, participate in physical or mental abuse, hold members against their will, have weapons, or break laws in general – while we have long been aware that that type of behavior is inappropriate, especially for a transitional “classroom.”

When the present “away team” leaves (which will be very soon), the Truth will go with them. You cannot preserve the Truth in your religions. It is with you only as long as a Truth bearer is with you. Only those from the Land of Truth can bear it. It can only be your future if you “reach out and grab it” while it is offered. The Truth can be retained only as one is physically connected with the Next Level, through an Older Member, and that relationship requires that non-mammalian thinking and behavior be sustained.

Humans were, from the beginning, given a “prime directive” NOT TO KILL OTHER HUMANS. “In defense” or for “rightness” are no exceptions. Righteousness is what most frequently causes conflict. “I’m right, you’re wrong.” “You’re causing me trouble, I’ll wipe you out” (in the best interest of all, of course). The world’s systems continue to make laws permitting the breakage of higher laws – God’s laws. Weapons designed for killing humans are inexcusable. There are numerous methods of controlling a violent person without the necessity of murder. The irony is, each killer sends its victims to exactly where they want to go (to their chosen heaven). Humans fight for their desires – what they choose to not overcome – what they cling to. Our desires and attachments (or lack of them) determine which heaven we’re going to.

A soul cannot end its own existence. Though it may incarnate many times and the body or vehicle it is wearing may be terminated, only the true Kingdom of God – the Evolutionary Level Above Human – can terminate the soul. This termination of the soul is the only proper application of the term DEATH.

When a soul “awakens” in a particular “season” or incarnation (usually sometime between college age and mid-life), it is picking up where it left off at the end of its previous incarnation. What an individual participates in prior to that “awakening” is of no real significance. If a soul had previously overcome such human characteristics as family ties and relationships, at his “awakening” he is seen by those around him as suddenly becoming unstable, for he is compelled to once again separate from those imposing ties and seek to connect with what he had previously sought or connected with. What he primarily learns is what is not for him as he seeks for the Highest Truth or Reality.

The media seems devoted to “saving” the public from radical ideologies or “cults,” particularly of seeming “religious” types. Also a news “scoop” requires haste. These two elements together predetermine that they search for any and all negative quotes that will discredit the groups’ leaders and the groups’ behavior. The fact still remains that negative reporting far outsells positive reporting and after all, positive reporting of radical material can end or ruin a reporter’s career. Well, it won’t be hard to discredit this group from its leaders down, for prior to and during their “awakening” and subsequent coming together, they all made many mistakes and learned from them. Plus – you don’t give up the ways of the world without the condemnation of those who still advocate what you have overcome.

When we came before (2000 years ago) the world “cleansed” or “saved” their world from our “blasphemy” and merely got us our boarding passes back to the true Kingdom of God on the true “Enterprise” (spaceship or “cloud of light”). If you seek to cleanse the world of our “blasphemy” this time, you would simply be the instrument of our “days being shortened” while destroying your “last chance” in this civilization to advance.
Now at the close of an Age – every significant soul of this civilization has returned (and is in or attached to a physical body) to reap their reward. Most who think they are for the Kingdom of God are in fact working for the opposing side – the counterfeit “Gods” – and will want to condemn us. Your actions, even your thoughts of condemnation toward us, out of allegiance to your “God,” will cause our part of the Heavens to look upon your “god” with the same rejection.
Many say they live only for the “Harvest Time” – the “Last Days” – the “Second Coming.” Those are all finally here! – Will you accept us as them? You cannot bypass us even in your prayers – you cannot insult your Creator by refusing to go through the ones He has sent to you. There are souls here now for the express purpose of connecting – and eventually bonding – with the Next Level through us. Those souls will be protected – out of harm’s way – and “saved” from the approaching sorting out, recycling, and “spading under” of the Luciferians and their human servants. If you can get your name in our “book,” on our spacecraft’s computer (and only there), making your actions reflect that desire then you will go with us.
SUMMARY: Our surfacing is in reality a test of the public’s “civility.” Can a society that is still dealing with bigotry and prejudices against races, religions, and sexual preference extend the right of existence to some who see humanity as a stepping stone toward the Kingdom of God, and desire to take that step and briefly offer it to others? Or is Earth’s present civilization still as primitive as it was 2000 years ago? We’ll see!
CAUTION: If the above information is consumed or assimilated, you may experience such side effects as loss of marriage, family, friends, career, respectability, and credibility. Continued use could even result in the loss of your membership in the human kingdom.

Section 5 – Page 2

Q and A – Ti and Do’s Information – Hard to believe, saturated or burnt out on it at times – all normal

January 17, 2015

I was asked to have a personal meetup with someone who has been interested in Ti and Do’s information for a number of years and who I have had communication with. I told him I’d keep it in mind. Below is our exchange. I wondered if it might prove useful to others. He is listed as “M”.

M: Thank you, I would understand if you declined, I know you’ve mentioned in the past with talking to people who seemed genuine but had ulterior motives. Either way I look forward to you releasing your book.

I find myself thinking about hg more and more as time goes on. I have a great deal of difficulty understanding the blue book, but from what I can understand as well as what I watch I find myself so drawn to it.

Sawyer: As you know I joined with Ti and Do in 1975. In 2000 when I began to re-awaken that brought me back to reading and watching Do on the tapes, etc. I was amazed how many things they said and did went right over my head at the time. It’s like there are layers of understanding all they say. Often when I’d read I’d overlook one or two words here and there, that when I would go back to I stop at and see a new angle, I guess because it’s like a picture and one can only really see a certain amount of detail if their brain isn’t atuned to yet. I used to think I had pretty good comprehension and they would encourage us to re-listen to their taped meetings often and as I was always busy with an assortment of tasks, I sort of put re-listening to tapes on the back burner as not really needed for me.

Ti told me in a note once when she delivered a note to each student that contained what we each needed to work on that otherwise “would keep us off the spacecraft”. I don’t know what anyone else’s note said but mine had three things on it: 1) Likes to be seen as something special, 2) A little too pleased with self and 3) sarcastic with humans. #3 came from some of the confrontations I had with employers in kitchens when I was a cook as that was the only interface I had with what we called humans, those who were not trying to detach from the human kingdom at that time, at least in the accelerated way we were attempting to do. Some of the cooks would start swearing and talking down to the waitstaff and the other cooks and even throw things, especially during the peak times when the pressure was on and I would be too “cool” and sometimes would comment to cool down or laugh off the pressure and all that did was infuriate them more. That’s what Ti was referring to I believe. I came across to them as sarcastic.

But #2 – a little to pleased with self, really rings true to me now more than it did then, not necessarily applicable now more or less than before but because of what I just reported about the way I thought while in the classroom I didn’t need to re-listen to the tapes, with the implication Ti was saying that for others more than for me. My ego was inflated and there were other huge signs that I couldn’t see then but now I can. I believe all humans have a certain amount of ego. It’s normal and it’s encouraged and if we don’t we’re considered lessor so it’s also competitive. So, the best advise I can give is to re-read, re-listen to tapes. It is a “self” stimulated degree of brain washing, I guess one could say, although brain washing to me is getting rid of misinformation from our thinking and acting relative to what the Next Level values. So I guess listening to tapes over again would also be getting rid of misinformation which would be part of absorbing more and more of Ti and Do’s MIND – words/info.

Even these days, I get filled up with Next Level information at times when I re-read and re-listen to things Ti and Do have given us. I know I’ve had about all I can absorb when I start to disbelieve or doubt or feel my belief or commitment/faith/trust in them is being challenged. It’s because it take a huge effort to embrace their realities and depending on how much of our mind energy we are giving away daily has a correlation with how much energy we have to gain consciousness that is above human. That’s where the entire idea of waking the kundelini force comes from, except applied to heightening SELF instead of purging self, which is required to be a prospective member of the Next Level (though we still become a SELF after graduating the human kingdom but even more so than humans because Self for humans consists of many inputs from discarnates throughout our lives and of course our relationships and society in combo with the genetic tendencies our vehicles inherit at birth.

So when I feel that negativity rises I stop reading or listening and give it a rest until I feel my thirst build again. And that’s the beauty of giving service to Ti and Do by disseminating their information to others – when we do and especially when there is a genuine draw as you are doing with me now in looking for help in your walk, I get to give away that part of my mind that was given to me by Ti and Do and that makes more room for me to receive more. It increases my thirst to know more. If we just study all the time we get saturated and need to give it away to receive more. I believe it’s given away in any form but it’s most given away when there is a draw for it and for me that comes from the various internet communication mediums we have, whether it’s in a comment on a news site about a story or whatever, though if I am just giving my opinion about something that I can’t relate to Ti and Do then I’m not freeing up space or as much space in our Ti and Do mind reservoir that can be defined as the “soul” container/pocket. And when we give Ti and Do’s info away it’s making more room for more which includes better understanding of the same info we are giving away. As we progress in this walk it only really continues to work if we continue to changeover our energy flow from lateral – between fellow humans and vertical – to the Next Level Older members. If we try to do both – continue human behaviors and grow our Next Level mind in our soul container it ends up eventually making us crabby and a host of other negative characteristics as we see displayed among many and especially many who are religious. They get intolerant, impatient, self righteous, misunderstanding, arrogant, etc. even though they are talking about what Jesus said. Many religious and spiritual and of course atheistic people as well can seem pleasant and kind and gentle, until you cross them in the smallest of ways and they can then turn very, very ugly fast. Maybe I’m getting off subject but that’s where the thread has taken me.

M: Thank you for sharing something so personal with me
I find myself feeling instead for a few weeks but soon burn out

Sawyer: And as I’m writing all this to you, I was reminded why sometimes, even often times it’s not better to talk face to face. I don’t know about you, but when I’m with someone trying to talk like I’m talking now, I can hardly focus because I am so distracted by my influences interacting with your influences. We all have them. They will challenge eveything I say and what ends up happening is I spend tons of time qualifying to satisfy the thoughts the influence is feeding me that you may be thinking about or may not be – doesn’t matter – that I don’t actually stay “in tune” with my Older Member’s mind. When I’m in my protected environment as now I’m free of most of that as the influences don’t know what I’m saying. I don’t think they can read -lol – but I”m serious, but they can decipher words because it’s part of their program they developed while living as a human as it’s all about frequencies and the “hearing”. Eyes also distract. I have to often look away from someone I’m talking to, to focus because the eyes not only absorb light (data) but give it off as well and in that way also influence the other. That’s why Ti and Do told us not to lock eyes with one another unless you were talking to them about something specific. Then you would look at the person you are talking to but we are still influenced from doing so, which is why at one time Ti and Do had us wear hoods that had silver screens for eyes to see through as it was an experiment to not be influenced by anothers face/eyes, etc.

M: I’ll be reading than think how can I believe a word of this…

Sawyer: yes, i understand, the same for me at times. Ti and Do taught that those were influences, whether it was all the time or not – it works to think of it that way.
Do said at one time that not a day went by that he didn’t question his own sanity, but even though he couldn’t deny that he had to push past that because he knew it was more true than anythng else.

Do compared hanging on to this truth as hanging on to a cliff by your fingertips but not giving up.

When he said that, I remember thinking…it doesn’t feel that hard for me.

It wasn’t like I was disbelieving him. It was more like I didn’t see how it applied, so that is a degree of disbelief, but was because of my ignorance, because I had little idea of what I had left to conquer.

I was too full of myself in a subtle way. I don’t think anyone would have said that about me really. It was subtle but deep seated so when it was brought to a head late in 1993, I took a nose dive and could not even want to recover so eventually had to leave.

M: I can imagine living with the class full time lent no moment to feel burnt out
Or if it did those feelings may have been hard to deal with

Sawyer: You are right I think, at least for me and I’d say for many but I would call it saturation. Ti and Do were very, very aware to not give us too much at any one time so meeting were rarely more than an hour long and we rarely had them more often than every 3-4 days. Ti and Do told us we needed time to absorb what they gave us. And by the way, that’s why they also gave us things to do to distract us. Television shows – trips to the movies every week or two in the last years and other outings to zoo’s, museums, restaurants a couple times each a year maybe. We had exercise machines and took long walks most everyday. At one point had a tennis court and often had a swimming pool. We had birds during one short time period. We sang psalms as a chorus around a couple christmas times. We had great menus though sometimes challenging.

Sawyer: We made deserts for every night. Ti and Do were not against pleasure but for their program they needed to be the ones to design the pleasures we had and how often and the degree.

They often assigned us to take naps although they also experimented with sleep patterns with us, but mostly they were short lived. For instance for a couple weeks we lived on sleeping 2 hours and then up for 4 hours each day. Then we had 6 hour sleep periods but settled into 6 as a minimum and 8 as a maximum with an occasional requirement to stay in the bunk for 9 hours. If we couldn’t sleep that whole time we were instructed to lay there and meditate or just be quiet.

Comet Lovejoy’s “cloud (cloaked spacecraft?)” in it’s tail Jesus’ vehicle may still return with

January 10, 2015

Below is a picture of comet Lovejoy which is currently stunning people because of its very unusual brightness. This is happening along with a flurry of fireballs, one big one in Romania in particular. Romania is the one place Do sent a copy of the heavensgate web site to be a mirror host in case the so called powers that be in the U.S. wouldn’t allow the site to stay up after they layed down their human vehicles to show us how they had overcome fear of death, knowing they were connected to the only source that can choose to save anyone from death on the human level. But this pic is of special interest. It was posted on spaceweather.com so don’t think there was any photo shopping done on it, but who knows for sure. However, it is being reported to have a “geomagnetic storm” raging on the comet, yet the pic shows a cloudy looking angular shape in the comet’s tail they are calling a “blob” and as they always do make it sound like they have seen the equivalent many times with comets and they link it to other anomalies recently observed like the comet whose tail disappeared after it emerged from behind the sun and then showed up again shortly thereafter, which they also say has been observed before and have an explanation that should satisfy the casual observer. They also posted a map of the 15 fireballs as if they each had an orbit that came from distant space and all converged on Earth that they are calling meteorite fireballs, possibly a new category name as they don’t match the old meteorite category name. I think they don’t have a clue what to think about this but have the job to explain it, and especially when observers outside the U.S. have taken pictures of it. Then if they don’t focus on it, they look like they are hiding a most unusual event. They’d much rather ignore it so not to face the critical observers. So when I saw it I thought…well Christians want to see Jesus coming on a cloud so perhaps he is starting to show how he can be cloaked by a cloud and following the star-like light as it also says in prophecy will mark his return because they use what we call comet’s as markers and/or for who knows what all so included that in prophecy to WATCH.

Most don’t know this, but I found where Ti and Do said that all the prophecies in the book of revelations would come to pass. I say that because even Mark who runs the heavensgate.com website warned me to “be careful with the book of revelations”. I agree actually but the context in which he said it to me was as if I shouldn’t be putting any stock in those prophecies. Maybe I misread him.

Anyone who wants to see more of what can still be expected to happen should pay attention to the interviews Ti and Do gave to Hayden Hewes and Brad Steiger in 1974 and 1976 recorded in the book, UFO Missionaries Extraordinary. The book can be found on the web. In it Ti and Do talk about how the one we identify as Jesus comes back AFTER they have left. Now I know they changed certain things they said then, but I have researched all they said and changed and the truth is that nothing was changed that wasn’t supposed to be changed for the benefit of the student body then and now as there are still those who desire to be their students just like there were some that became students of Jesus, the real Jesus after he left. Rev 19:11-15 describes Jesus return which as it says he will be “clothed with a vesture dipped in blood and his name the Word of God” and his armies followed on white horses clothed in fine linen white and clean which are at least the 4 living beings and 24 elders as “fine linen” was only worn by the priests that those with Ti and Do until the end of the task became while those of us who believe, trust, have faith in Him/Them now and show it by seeking their help to begin or continue our own metamorphosis will either convert our existing vehicle into one like Jesus had or if we lose our current vehicle in Their service receive a “white robe” which would be a vehicle that is not yet “fine linen”.

This is a tiny snapshot of some of what I keep discovering as I study all Ti and Do said and did in relationship with all that was left for us in the records of Jesus prophecy and includes much of what was given in Old Testament prophecy about this time. In other words nothing is over yet. For those that want a classroom as I continue to be asked about, you got it but it’s not a classroom with the teacher incarnate nor grouped with other believers. It’s a classroom that includes the entire United States mainland and anywhere else in the world where there might be some with “deposits” of Ti and Do’s mind who begin to awaken and want to sprout into a future member of the Next Level. Back in 1976 Ti and Do said that some that didn’t feel strong enough to start their metamorphosis by leaving all behind, thus like going cold turkey from the human kingdom could do so by asking the Next Level to assist them with their separation. Because of the ties I reestablished after leaving them when I was re-awakening in 2001 largely stimulated by the world trade center attack I lived about 30 miles from at the time, after many dreams with them that I see as helping me reconnect and a number of signs I finally said I wanted to be of service again but could they please help me so I don’t have to leave my then couple year old daughter and I felt like they said back, that would be fine. So now I am by myself for the most part though my now 17 yr old daughter is in touch with me and I see her but I no longer have a partner as that relationship fell apart largely because of all the attention I kept putting into Ti and Do re-connection over the years after that agreement. I am still not what I would call giving my all but as long as I don’t try to stop it’s progression, I believe I will eventually be, though the only reason is because they are gently helping me as without them I know I’d be as deep into my human existence as anyone and would not even care to change it. So just because it seems like not much is happening that Ti and Do and Crew are obviously behind doesn’t mean nothing is happening. It really comes down to what we want to become aware of which has a relationship to how much energy we give to everything but Ti and Do. The energy we keep in and use to further our relationship to Ti and Do all contributes to our metamorphic changeover.

I don’t know if any will actually exit Earth physically but I have to admit my study of things Ti and Do said even in 1973 make it seem possible and in line with what they also said in 1974 and 1976, though may not have been meant to apply to the first fruit who were largely elder souls whose changeover saw significant progress before this latest incarnation and then served a different purpose by laying down their lives, which is also the finishing touch for graduates. I don’t believe any of us are at the same place those 28 or more were at so we still have lessons to experience they didn’t need to experience. Other former members may not agree with me on any of this and I’ve been accused of trying to take over for Do which is hardly the case in reality but the Luciferians will use everything and everyone that can be used against us. No one will get anywhere looking to me for anything. I say look into all this yourself and especially when I finally publish my research so you can decide for yourself and most of all seek the whole truth from Ti and Do right now and if they show you that Sawyer is misleading you then tell me about it so I can examine it again as I don’t benefit in a human way from any of what I have been saying. In fact if anything it puts my vehicle more on the chopping block which I don’t look forward to but have to accept because I want to accept that too. It’s very clear to me that we all will leave. But we all also have the choice of who to leave for and because of and perhaps to some degree when, so I choose to leave for my service and relationship to Ti and Do.

So here is that picture of comet Lovejoy with the “cloud” in it’s tail photographed from someone in Italy I believe.

comet lovejoy 01102015 with a so called plasma blob in the tail spaceweather is saying is an electromagnetic storm on the comet

Also, how can the scientists suggest this “blob” as they call it be a geomagnetic storm on comet Lovejoy? Isn’t that distance from the comet like a millions miles away from it’s nucleus? Have we ever seen a geomagnetic storm on Earth or on any other body and so far away and if a comet is still thought of as rock with ice underneath with random gaseous jets all leftover and thus function-less parts of the universe how are there geomagnetic storms on it or away from it. Do they now think a comet has magnetic poles? Don’t you need magnetic poles to have geomagnetic storms? If anyone can answer these questions cue me in please as I’m not saying it isn’t a geomagnetic storm as spacecweather.com stated. It’s  just far too easy for them to say anything and get a whole bunch of people to think what they say is an intelligently driven answer when it may be hokus pokus talk. I’m giving my take and I know it could be wrong but to me it’s as good as theirs if not better though of course that’s in the eye of the beholder to judge.

Ti (Father) and Do (Jesus) send comets into sun and mars to cause explosions

October 28, 2014

If the videos inserted here are not what I’m claiming in the text it’s because someone is removing or sabatoging bpearthwatches videos. Fortunately some others also captured the footage.

This and the next video are signs from Ti and Do, of that I have no doubt. There will be more and they will be linked more and more by many to Sun events that correlate with large unusual looking objects and comets without tails causing eruptions on mars and the sun ,etc. Space aliens and humans have zero capacity to do these things but of course some will not be able to consider that or won’t want to try so will call these anything but the most obvious truth that these are being stimulated entirely by the physical Evolutionary Level above Human that has been called in the past the kingdom of god or kingdom of heaven. There is nothing religious or spiritual about this though it’s 100% consistent with everything Jesus said and taught that most Christians and religious and spiritual and atheistic and agnostic only have tiny pieces to anymore, not seeing the clarity in which Ti and Do represented exactly what their alleged founders said and did to prepare for now. I suggest each of us demand to know the full truth and to ask for it by projecting you thirst to know as far from Earth as you can imagine to where Ti and Do and Crew will hear your request and give you a tiny seed of further recognition for trusting them at least enough to be willing to ask. Yes, it will escalate your disconnect from the human kingdom but never faster than you can handle and/or want to go so fear not. If you think the ebola scare is upsetting and the many other things that are happening, it will get much, much, much worse but it’s no longer going to be business as usual as time marches on unless you cut yourself off from seeing what’s happening and hide your head in the sand. Then you will meet your end of life like everyone else and your spirit will be sorted into the appropriate “bucket” that will probably be the one to be recycled, even your spirit will be recycled which ends any chance to live again. I don’t know person to person who will be put where but do know there is no other way to appeal to the Next Level to have a chance to come back and have a renewed chance to graduate to the Next Level (heaven). The only ones who will even care to have that chance are those who have already received some help from the Next Level because they will have enough of that recognition to simply desire that opportunity while others could care less or think they already have that opportunity because of what Jesus or another did for them, which is a big part of the lie as there is no such think as getting anything for nothing. We must each go through the “christing” process and that’s never going to happen if we don’t ask to start a more conscious connection with the Older Members who gave themselves to us to show us how.

Siding spring comet breaks or splits up into 2 objects.
http://youtu.be/YSZl_iF2xUU

bpearthwatch says it’s being torn apart by the sun which may be true but is naive becaues it may be scheduled to split.

Another comet is a sungrazer ahead of siding spring that goes into the sun and causes a CME the 17th of Oct.
SIDING SPRING APPROACHING MARS
http://youtu.be/_HasAwRvYh4

INCREDIBLE EXPLOSION ON MARS!!

Can anyone see why none of this is being reported on the mainstream news. They are beside themselves with what’s happening and are scared to death to just let the truth be seen so they cover it up by removing frames or saying it’s a glitch. But they can’t stop all the people who have telescopes that will be able to see more and more so those that want to know will SEE. Christians think this is related to Jesus coming but most don’t know that his coming was two fold, once incarnate and then to pick up the souls of those who believed in him while he was incarnate as Do of Ti and Do the only one who demonstrated 100% all jesus taught and said and did as well as all Moses taught. Stay tuned for the proof of all this I will offer by the first of the year.
http://youtu.be/Sx3WdyOihH8

Open minded? How open are you really? The winner gets a free Luna-tic-on the Moon award!

October 23, 2014

A regular critic of most all I say and believe and consider said they were anything but ridged when it comes to the examination of new information which peaked my interest in exactly what this person did believe about certain topics. Here are the topics I’d like to get his but anyone’s input on. Some are very general but we can add our favorite examples pro or con to the criteria of believable or not. And if I haven’t covered some you’d like on the list add it as a comment and I’ll update the list and include a post of your comments as well if they are serious:

1) Spirits – Is the idea of a software like structure emanated from mammals possible

2) UFO’s – are they all swamp gas and/or drones or weather balloons or ball lightning or secret government programs or from vivid imaginations or is it possible some could be extraterrestrial

3) Space aliens – do they exist and if so how could they get here and if so why would they be here and what is the abuction phenomena all about and why do some of the autopsy’s reported/leaked show no organ systems or atrophied reproductive organ systems.

4) Government coverups, “wag the dog”  or conspiracies. (e.g.the reasons for the war in iraq, the billions missing from the pentagon budget right before the financial meltdown, building 7’s collapse, the curving bullet, osama bin laden’s quick burial at sea to support his islamic beliefs of a quick burial, the entire wtc attack scenerios, what is behind the global financial meltdown, etc.

5) the now dozens of un-explainable observations in space that are all assigned “camera glitch” or stock pseudo explanations of. (e.g. comet ison did survive it’s sundive, the object photographed by Japanese Space Observatory with Hale Bopp Comet, the object photographed with “pan starrs comet”, the mercury sunflare uncloaking of some type of man made looking object, the tiny planet with larger objects in orbit of the tiny one, the comet that lost it’s tail, the comet with no coma, hale bopp with three tails and a double nucleus scientists still regularly meet about to find answers as the nucleus objects are in orbit around one another.

6) Comet Siding Spring’s alleged dive into Mars and that large object below it that showed a reflexion of light off it in the direction of mars.

7) Are there space satelittes with all these cameras and if so why let the public see them.

8) underground base building for the elite to have a place to run and hide – is it happening or not?

9) Human or equivalent beings elsewhere in the universe?

10) What is a comet? For over 100 years they were described as “dirty snowballs”. Can we believe the pictures taken from Deep Space probes that show them to look like powered machines with a rocky casing.

update add on: One open minded claiment said they were dirty snowballs so he loses the luna tic on the moon award. Here is the pic of comet hartley that if you investigate you will see SCIENTISTS SAY THERE IS NO ICE ON: Cometa-Hartley2

11) Is there a legitimate science called metaphysics that has to do with organized electromagnetic properties operating against various biological frameworks?

12) Whose side do you take between Einstein and Boehm on whether the eye is not only a receiver but a transmitter? Substantiate your answer with some evidence logical or otherwise.

13) Do thoughts exist in a measurable waveform? Is it possible that humans can pick up other’s thoughts?

14) Are the organs of a body and the organs of the gnome inside each cell evidence of intelligent design of biological organisms.

15) Are computers evidence of intelligent design?

16) Are descriptions in the Bible records and other records of “cloud of light”, “whirlwind of fire”, “chariots of fire”, flying humanoids as in the case with Jesus’ levitation above the sea and into the clouds both after his exit of the tomb, evidence of high technological transportation systems or just figments one’s imagination.

Comet SIGN from Ti and Do as “Jesus” “lightning from east to west” and “signs in sun, moon and stars”

October 21, 2014

Here is another “sign in the sun, moon, stars” Jesus forecast. When he says stars it is from the base Greek “aster”, that the English word, “lightning” used in the New Testament comes from. So when Jesus said, you would see these “signs, marks” they would resemble objects moving through space that project light and are “strewn” through space. Comets are the number one form of this. This video is great to see. And yet, what many Christians are saying, how they agree these kinds of things are part of those prophecies don’t realize that the return they are still expecting is the last stage when the one they knew as Jesus returns with his graduate first fruit students in their new eternal vehicles riding “horses” that this time are their armada of spacecrafts. That return is in progress as those graduates have the task to see to the pulling up of the weeds, which by their closeness and attention is like putting a heat source near an ant bed that to those that aren’t prepared to digest kind of frys the brain circuitry that causes them to “act out” what they have become that we see as all types of extreme behaviors and ways that are detrimental to healthy life from the Next Level’s perspective of health which includes the thirst to see all this for what it is and seek to better know the “creators” of our reality, that if they ask in their way, whatever it is sincerely, those graduates will get that signal and tend to them to save them from the weeding largely by the hands of other weeds. The weeds are doing theri own weeding. Now we still can’t judge who is a weed and who is not. Not our business. Like Do said, though he doesn’t promote violence, a militia type person rebelling against the system isn’t necessarily a weed. The same with those accused of terrorism midst the biggest terrorists, the governments (beastial human organizations) and all who side with them with their patriotism and service to their various machines, corporations, religious institutions, etc. It’s the job of any who have found Ti and Do to simply provide pointers to their information so all have another chance to decide (the judgement) of who to accept the “mark” from between the Evolutionary Level Above Human and the Human Kingdom. it’s really that cut and dry at this time I believe. So with that all said, here is the link:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1nRyDsDBQ8

Breckenridge UFO’s I believe are Space Aliens just like Phoenix Lights and not from Level Above Human

October 7, 2014

Now I would guess that this could be space alien generated as it’s not coming from outer space where I believe space aliens are no longer permitted to circulate. I don’t know how their prohibition of traveling very far from earth is accomplished but however it’s done I do believe at this time it’s accomplished by the Level Above Human Beings by instigating changes in the way their spacecrafts are able to fly, the actual physical properties of their elemental energy systems, but I could be wrong, just a hunch. The Next Level however has no reason I have seen any evidence of to put on such displays, just like in the case of the phoenix lights. The space aliens want and need human cooperation for their agenda. The Next Level don’t need humans for anything but are providing an avenue for humans to seek out them and their offer of being in a future training program to evolve beyond human, led and managed by Ti and Do and Crew.

http://youtu.be/HiI2FHS2AKM


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